WELL, IT'S NOW BEEN OVER A WEEK SINCE MY SURGERY. AND I AM RECOVERY WELL.  MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD.

I DON'T REALLY WANT TO START ANY PLANNING (MAKE MY LIST), TILL I FEEL BETTER THAN I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

THING WITH MY HUSBAND IS STRANGE.  HE WAS THERE FOR ME AND HIS KIDS. YESTERDAY I TOLD HIM, "THANK YOU AND THAT I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING."  I HAD CALLED MY MOTHER FOR HELP THIS TIME. I REALLY DON'T TALK TO MY MOTHER OR DEPEND ON HER.  SHE WAS THERE FOR THE SURGERY, BUT I NEED HER YESTERDAY AND SHE WASN'T ABLE TO HELP OR ANY OTHER FAMILY MEMBER. I KNOW THAT THEY HAVE LIFES OF THEIR OWN, BUT I WISH SHE WOULD OF.  NOW MY HUSBAND, HE HAS BEEN FRUSTRATED, SO FRUSTRATED.......  HE DOES SEE HOW MUCH I DO NOW AND HOW MAYBE THINGS WITH THE KIDS. WE COULD DO DIFFERENT. LIKE LET THEM TAKE ON MORE.  WAKING UP IN THE MORNING, FILLING THE DISHWASHER, ETC..  THERE TEENAGERS, THEY CAN TAKE ON MORE.  WE JUST HAVE TO INFORCE IT.

TIME WILL TELL!!!