THE WEEKEND.......

THIS WEEKEND WAS DIFFICULT.  BEING THE HOLIDAYS AND THE HOUSEHOLD. NOT TO MENTION THE MOST IS DEALING WITH MY HUSBAND.  I HAD AN EYE OPENER CONVERSATION WITH HIM.  AND I AM TRY TO BE STRONG FOR MY KIDS.  BUT I WISH THINGS COULD BE DIFFERENT, RIGHT NOW.

I KNOW I WISH I COULD KNOW EVERYTHING SO I COULD ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON.  BUT SOMETHING ARE NOT POSSIBLE.  I JUST NEED TO DEAL WITH WHAT I CAN. AND MOVE ON FROM THAT.

MY HUSBAND IS A PIECE OF WORK. IN SOMEWAY, I DO SEE THAT I LET THIS HAPPEN (THINGS) AND LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN.  BUT I AM SLOWLY LEARNING FROM IT.  I GUESS PRACTICE MAKES IT PERFECT.  AND BEING STEP ON TO MANY TIMES, I'LL EVENTUAL SAY ENOUGH.

THIS WHOLE YEAR WAS BAD FOR ME.  I HOPE THE NEW YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT..........

AS FOR MY LIST, NOT THIS WEEK........  I AM LIVING ONE DAY AT A TIME.  HAHA.......