Tuesday, January 25, 2005

COMFORT........

I TRY TO GET A HUG FROM MY HUSBAND BECAUSE I NEED SOME COMFORT. BUT I COULD SENSE HE DIDN'T WANT TOO. AND THAT HE REALLY DOESN'T LOVE ME, OR HE REALLY HIDED IT WELL.

I GUESS I HAVE TO REMEMBER TO TELL MYSELF THAT HE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE AND WE NEED TO MAKE A FRIEND RELATIONSHIP FOR THE KIDS.

BUT I STILL FEEL THE SAME, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART BUT IT IS BREAKING AND I GUESS WITH TIME I WILL LET GO.........

HE CAN'T FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE HURTFULL THINGS I HAVE DONE TO HIM.  SO HE IS LETTING GO AND MOVING ON...... THAT IS WHAT IT COMES DOWN TO.

I WOULD FORGIVE HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS PUT ME THROUGH CAUSE THAT IS LOVE........ PLUS I WOULD BE WILLING TO WORK OUT OUR RELATIONSHIP. BUT I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT HE WANTS TO MOVE ON AND THAT HE DOESN'T LOVE ME.........

SO BE IT.......... LIFE GOES ON!!!!!!!

 

1 comment:

  1. It must be hard  to deal with this and still try and be friends for the kids.  As always, you
    are in my prayers.
    Ellen

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