BOOOOOOM...................
HERE I GO AGAIN...........
I AM TRYING TO ADJUST.......... LAST NIGHT, TALKING TO MY HUSBAND. HE CASUAL TOLD ME THAT HE HAD ALREADY FILED FOR THE DIVORCE. I COULD NOT BELEIVE IT........... IT STOP ME ON MY TRACKS.......... I REPEATED; WHAT YOU FILED ALREADY???? YES, BUT THEY HAVE NOT SERVED YOU, YET!!!!! I HAD THEM HOLD OFF FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS. HE HAD SAID........... CAN YOU BELEIVE THAT!!!!!! PROBABLE BECAUSE IT WAS GOING TO BE DURING VALENTINE'S THAT I WOULD OF BEEN SERVED. I CAN'T BELEIVE THAT.......... EVEN AFTER THE DINNER........ A BROKEN HEART AGAIN. I KNOW IT........ THIS IS SO HARD...........
I NEED TO START PREPARING MYSELF. THIS IS GOING TO GET UGLY. I JUST KNOW IT...........
It will only get ugly if you let it. You're better than that. He may be an a**hole but that doesnt mean you need to react to it. Remember what I told you! You can do it! You are a strong capable woman with much to offer, stop letting him drag you down!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are going through this! It's not easy but hang in there and be strong. Show him that you are going to be okay!!
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I'm so sorry Brin... I wish I could do something to ease your pain. Just know, time will ease your hurt...but it takes time.
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Hi Brin...my name is lisa....come visit my journal. I want you to know that i know exactly what you are going thru. EXACTLY. I am 36, 2 kids and married. I was divorced first time at 21. You seem very strong and a wonderful mom. I know how much it hurts. And i would like to be there for you as a friend.
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