DAY AFTER VALENTINE'S..............

I WANT TO GIVE A BIG

THANK YOU,

TO SUSAN........

SHE IS A SWEETIE'.......... SHE CAME OVER LAST NIGHT TO DROP OFF A HEART BOX FULL OF CHOCOLATES.  JUST MADE MY DAY.  SHE MADE THIS VALENTINE'S DAY FEEL SPECIAL......

THANK YOU, SUSAN.

 

 

 MY OLDEST AND MY SON......

 

I ALSO RECEIVE 2 BOXES OF MILLIONAIRES (CHOCOLATE W/ HONEY CARAMEL & CHOICE PECANS) FROM MY OLDEST THAT MORNING.  BUT I KNOW THAT MY HUSBAND WAS BEHIND THAT......... SO, I CALLED HIM TO INVITE MY DAUGHTER AND HIM TO DINNER.  I MADE A ROAST AND MASHED POTATOES. I ALSO MADE BROWNIES; CUT THEM INTO HEARTSHAPES AND FROSTED THEM W/ CHOCOLATE FROSRING. TOO RICH.........

I KNOW THIS IS COULD CAUSE MORE HEARTACHE BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO SPENT THE NIGHT ANY OTHER WAY. WE WERE ALL TOGETHER............ IT WAS NOT THAT BAD......... I COULD STILL FEEL SOME LOVE IN THE AIR BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL........ IF NOT I WILL HAVE TO ADJUST.......

 

WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNAL; I NEEDED SOMETHING TO GET MY THOUGHT ON PAPER (SO TO SPEAK); TO PLAN FOR THE FUTURE. I AM NOW WRITING MY FEELING AND THOUGHTS. WRITING HAS BROUGHT OUT SO MUCH OF MYSELF. I COULD SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY, AND REALIZE SO MUCH MORE. THIS IS A GOOD THING....... LIKE MARTHA STEWARD WOULD SAY......

BUT I STILL FEEL VULNERABLE!!!!!