1ST: JUST WHEN I THINK THINGS ARE TURNING AROUND. BOOM........
I WAS BACK IN THE DOCTOR OFFICE THIS MORNING. MY SON'S FEVER WENT BACK UP TO 103.2 LAST NIGHT.......... THE DOCTOR GAVE HIM OTHER ANTIBIOTIC CALLED OMNICEF. I HOPE THIS WILL TAKE CARE OF HIS ILLNESS. AND I COULD GET SOME SLEEP........... I HAVE HIM IN BED WITH ME, BUT HE MOVES TO MUCH AND HE ENDS UP IN THE MORNING WITH HIS FEET ON MY SIDE. GO FIGURE..........
NOW, 2ND: HAVING MY KIDS TOGETHER THIS WEEKEND. FELT GOOD.......... BUT WHEN IT WAS TIME TO TAKE MY OLDEST TO HER FATHER.......
I REALIZE, AND I KNOW IT'S SELFFISH OF ME. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT........
I TOLD MY HUSBAND, THAT NEXT WEEKEND. I DIDN'T WANT TO PART WITH MY SON. I KNOW MY GIRLS ARE OLDER AND THEY CAN CHOOSE TO VISIT OR NOT........ BUT MY 2 1/2 YEAR OLD SON CAN'T, PLUS I DON'T WANT HIM TO FEEL LIKE I AM ABANDONING HIM. MY HUSBAND HAS DECIDE TO BE A PART-TIME DAD. I DON'T WANT TO BE AWAY FROM HIM, OR MY GIRLS.
I GUESS MY HUSBAND HAD ALOT OF TIME THIS WEEKEND TO THINK ABOUT THINGS. BECAUSE HE SAID HE UNDERSTOOD AND THAT WE WOULD TALK ABOUT IT. HE SAID; WILL WORK IT OUT...........
WELL, I AM REALLY TIRED...... AND MY SON IS SLEEPING. HOPEFULLY FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT......
SO NIGHT,NIGHT.........
I'm so sorry that he's still stick. I hope this new antibiotic helps. This has been a tough winter with the kids being sick
ReplyDeleteEllen
sorry he's still sick...I understand your feelings about wanting your son around... don't think it's selfish...hubby chose to leave, your son is so young...I do understand..not that it makes it any easier for you...you're not selfish though..
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