THIS WEEKEND WAS VERY HARD...............
I VISITED FRIENDS. I EVEN WENT TO VISITED MY MOTHER AND MY AUNT VIOLA. THEY LIVED LIKE AN HOUR AWAY. IT WAS A NICE VISIT. BUT AT MY MOTHER'S HOUSE. MY OLDER BROTHER CAME BY TO VISIT, WITH HIS FAMILY. WELL, WHEN I HEARD MY NEPHEW CRY (4 MONTHS OLD). I START CRYING WITH HIM............ I WAS MISSING MY KIDS.......... IT WAS VERY HARD.
MY HUSBAND THOUGH CALLED ME ON FRI, SAT AND SUNDAY. STRANGE, HUH........... HE EVEN INVITED ME TO JOIN THEM ON SUNDAY. THEY WENT TO THE PARK.......... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF IT???????
HE IS STILL GIVING ME MIX FEELING........... EVERY TIME I SEE HIM. I FORGET TO BREATHE. HOW I WANT HIM TO HOLD ME FOREVER.........
I AM JUST SO MIXED UP...... I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO FROM HERE??
Brin , Just take it slow..try not to analize it all. We dont know why he does what he does. He might of thought that by asking you to go, it would just make you feel better.
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Brin, They say one day at a time....maybe you should try one hour at a time...take a deep breath and hold on to your sanity somehow. I dont know why your husband would call after everything but maybe he missed you. Maybe he is trying to see if you still care. Maybe he is possessive and wants to know what you are doing...he cant control you if you are away, right? Be strong and believe in yourself because YOU are a wonderful person!! Oh how i understand just wanting to be held.
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