OH MY............

THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN SO SO SO EVERYTHING.........

I FEEL HAPPY, NERVES, SCARED, HOPEFULL, WORRIED AND MANY MORE.  ISN'T THAT LIFE, HUH........

MY HUSBAND DOES LOVE ME......... THE BEST WAY I COULD EXPLAIN IT IS:

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LET THEM GO. IF THEY COME BACK, IT WAS MEANT TO BE...........

HE IS BACK AND WANTS TO WORK AT THIS.......... WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH. BUT YES I AM SCARED, NERVES, EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS.........

BUT I AM GOING TO GIVE ALL OF ME........ I KNOW THAT IF IT DOESN'T WORK OUT.  MY HEART WILL ACHE AGAIN. BUT THE WAY I SEE IT...... I WAS ALREADY ACHING. I NOW HAVE A SECOND CHANCE. AND WILL TAKE IT............

MY GIRLS ARE AFRAID THAT WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WORK THINGS OUT AND WE WILL GO THOUGH THIS SAME PROCESS ALL OVER AGAIN......... I KNOW THEY WANT THE BEST FOR US.........

BUT LIKE I TOLD MY HUSBAND...... THEY WILL TAKE OUR CLUES (REACTION) AND GO FROM THERE.......  WE ARE IN CONTROL OF HOW TO DEAL WITH THINGS AND COMMUNICATION IS THE KEY...... SO ONE STEP AT A TIME..........

I HAVE THIS SONG IN MY HEAD..... I KEEP SING IT..... I GUESS IS APPROPRIATE WITH WHAT IS GOING ON.......

SHANIA TWAIN, "FROM THIS MOMENT." I WISH I WAS ABLE TO PUT THIS SONG ON MY JOURNAL.  I AM SORRY TO SAY THAT I HAVE NO CLUE ON HOW TO DO THAT........

WILL TILL NEXT TIME........ BRIN.