Thursday, February 10, 2005

WHAT A NIGHT...........

WHERE TO START............

WELL, MY HUSBAND HAD CALL AND ASKED IF I COULD GO SHOPPING WITH MY DAUGHTER. SHE NEEDED A DRESS FOR NEXT WEEKEND. KIND OF A PROM THING EVENT. SO............ WHAT DID I DO............

I WENT, BAD THING, BIG MISTAKE.  I AM STILL HOLDING ON TO ANY HOPE THAT HE WILL CHANGE HIS MIND. AND THAT HE WILL SHOW ME............ HE EVEN SAID HE WOULD TAKE US OUT TO DINNER SINCE IT WAS GOING TO TAKE SOME TIME AND I WOULD GO HOME LATE..............I THOUGHT OH......HE WANTS TO SPENT SOME TIME WITH ME. NO...........THE NIGHT WAS BAD, I FELT LIKE THE THIRD WHEEL. HE CARRIED OUR SON THE WHOLE TIME. AND THE NIGHT WAS GOING TO GET WORSE.............

WHEN HE WAS HOLDING ON TO OUR SON. HE KEPT ASKING; IS HE ALRIGHT??????  WELL, ALMOST TO THE END OF SHOPPING.  OUR SON STARTED TO COME DOWN WITH FEVER.  YEP........ IT WAS COME ON STRONG. WE FOUND A DRESS AND DECIDED TO GO HOME, MY HOUSE. OUR DAUGHTER WOULD DRIVE WITH ME, JUST IN CASE OUR SON THROWS UP. 

 WELL....... WE GET HOME AND HE GETS DOWN. HE WANTED TO MAKE SURE OUR SON WAS GOING TO BE OK AND SAY HI TO OUR OTHER DAUGHTER. WHO DIDN'T GO WITH US. SHE NEEDED TO STAY HOME TO FINISH HOMEWORK.

WELL...... OUR SON THROWS UP IN THE HALLWAY. I REALIZE I DIDN'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN'S MORTIN OR GERBER LIQUILYTES, NOTHING IN THIS HOUSE. SO, I GO TO THE STORE, MY HUSBAND CLEANS UP THE MESS AND GIVES OUR SON A BATH, WHILE I AM GONE.  NOW, HE WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. I DID EVERYTHING............ HE WAITED TILL I PUT OUR SON TO BED TO LEAVE........

SAID THANK YOU FOR HELPING OUT WITH THE DRESS AND FOR MY TIME. AND THAT WAS IT........ HE DID EVEN THINK OF MY FEELINGS........

WELL........... THE NIGHT.............

I HAVE TO TELL YOU (ELLEN)......... I WAS THINKING OF YOU.......... YOU HAVE A 5 1/2 YEAR OLD DEMANDING DAUGHTER.

WELL LET ME TELL YOU.........MY 2 1/2 YEAR OLD SON. WAKES UP AT AROUND 2:30 IN THE MORNING. ASKING FOR DADDY, OF COURSE. I TELL HIM, MOMMIE IS HERE....... THEN HE ASKED FOR  MEDICINE. WHICH HIS FEVER WAS HIGH, 102.9. WELL, IN THE KITCHEN, I WAS GIVING HIS MEDICINE, HE THEN ASKS FOR APPLE JUICE, WHICH I HAD THE GERBER LIQUILYTES, APPLE. WELL, THEN I PUT HIM TO BED WITH ME. HE DROPPED HIS JUICE CUP, SIPPER. FEW MINUTES LATER, HE IS ASKING FOR THE CUP. SO I GET UP TO PICK IT UP. SO DEMANDING WHEN THEY ARE SICK. HUH.......... AND ONLY 2 1/2 YEARS OLD......... 

 

1 comment:

  1. I know this must be so hard on you.. seeing him like that.  Sorry about your son, I can sure relate to that demanding child !!! Keep on being strong.
    Ellen

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