GIVING, GIVING........

I READED SOMEWHERE........... ABOUT KIDS.

LITTLE PROBLEMS WHEN THEY ARE LITTLE, AND BIG PROBLEMS WHEN THEY ARE BIGGER.

BUT ALSO THEY WANTED MORE WHEN THEY ARE BIGGER.............ALOT MORE.

I TRYED TO HAVE A TALK WITH MY  OLDEST. I SAY TRYED CAUSE I DID ALL THE TALKING........  SHE REALLY COULDN'T SAY MUCH.  BECAUSE SHE KNEW SHE WAS IN THE WRONG, BUT SHE STILL WOULDN'T OR SHE DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT TO IT. 

IT'S GIVE ME THIS, GIVE ME THAT. I NEED THIS, I NEED THAT........... SAME OLD SONG AND DANCE.........  BUT WHEN I ASK FOR SOMETHING OR NEED HER TO DO SOMETHING.  SHE HAS SOMETHING OR SAYS SOMETHING TO THE FACT (REASONS).............

I SEE HOW SHE IS ACTING. AND FOR ME THAT I BEEN THERE, I'VE DONE THAT, ACTED LIKE THAT......(BEEN THERE, DONE THAT THING).  I WANT TO SHOW/TELL HER IT DOESN'T WORK, ACTING/DOING THAT.

SHE GETS UNDER MY SKIN........BECAUSE I KNOW BETTER AND SHE WILL NOT LISTEN.

I KNOW I HAVE THE RULES SET, BUT WHEN I BEND THEM FOR SPECIAL OCCASIONS.........I PAY THE CONSEQUENCE. I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT.............

AND NOW THAT SHE IS WORKING.........THINGS ARE GOING TO BE COMPLICATE. WELL, UNTIL WE GET A HANG OF THINGS..........

ALL IN ALL.............I NEED TO TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME WITH HER.  BUT WHEN I SEE THAT SAME OLD SONG AND DANCE........ BOY, IT STIRS ME UP.

LOOK AT WHAT I BROUGHT THIS WEEKEND.........

IT'S A HAMPTON BAY......BEAUTIFULL, HUH......  

 

I AM PUTTING IT UP TONIGHT...... YES I AM DOING THE WORK.  I AM A HANDY LADY.  YEARS AGO, I HAD PUT UP MY GARGAGE DOOR OPENER, BY MYSELF. MY HUSBAND DIDN'T EVEN HELP. NOT EVEN TO HOLD ONE END, WHILE I PUT UP THE OTHER END. I DID IT........AND IT'S STILL WORKING.......SO PUTTING IN THE CEILING FAN WILL BE NO PROBLEMS. OH......IT'S GOING INTO MY BEDROOM. WHICH HAS VAULT CEILING, SO I NEEDED A DOWNROD. COOL,HUH........  

 

SPEAKING OF MY HUSBAND........THINGS ARE OK.  WE ARE DOING GOOD.  BUT I FEEL LIKE I AM WAITING FOR THE BALL TO DROP.  LIKE I AM ON EGG SHELLS.......I DON'T KNOW WHY. BECAUSE ANY PROBLEMS THAT HAVE BEEN ARISING. WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO WORK IT OUT......HE IS NOT GIVING UP.

GOOD SIGN, HUH......  

WELL, TILL NEXT TIME.......BRIN.