STEPPING BACK...........

THINGS ARE NOT GOING GOOD TODAY.............

OK......LAST SUNDAY, I CONFRONTED MY HUSBAND ON HOW I WAS FEELING. I TOLD HIM THAT I FELT HE WAS HOLDING BACK, BEING RESERVED. I TOLD HIM I WAS GIVING MY ALL, WAS MAKING THE 1ST MOVES. REACHING OUT FOR HIM, BEING AFFECTIONATE, ETC, ETC.........I FELT RESERVED FROM HIM.......... NOT GOOD.  RED FLAGS GOING UP IN MY HEAD.

SO I TOLD HIM ALL THIS.........HE WAS UPSET WITH ME. WELL, HE TOLD ME THE REASON......WE ARE GOING SLOW, TAKE OUR TIME ABOUT THIS.  AND THAT I WANTED EVERYTHING RIGHT AWAY.......AND THAT'S ME.  IT TAKES TIME TO GAIN TRUST BACK, HE HAD SAID. HE REMINDED ME THAT WE HAD BOTH AGREED TO TAKE IT SLOW.......BUT I FELT THIS WAY AND WANTED HIM TO KNOW.

WELL, LAST NIGHT HE DIDN'T STAY AT THE HOUSE. HE WENT BACK TO THE APARTMENT........HE SAID HE NEEDED HIS SPACE AND THAT LAST SUNDAY. HOW I REACTED. HAS HIM THINKING ABOUT THINGS.

FOR ME, I REALLY AM THINKING THIS COULD BE OVER.........WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK???????