OF THE BEST OF OPRAH'S "WHAT I KNOW FOR SURE"..............
"IT'S UP TO EACH OF US TO GET VERY STILL AND SAY, 'THIS IS WHO I AM.' NO ONE ELSE DEFINES YOUR LIFE. ONLY YOU DO."
I TRUST THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, EVEN WHEN WE'RE NOT WISE ENOUGH TO SEE IT OR WHEN IT'S NOT READILY APPARENT. SO WHENEVER TROUBLE COMES MY WAY, I ASK, "WHAT IS THIS HERE TO TEACH ME? WHAT AM I NOT SEEING?" I TRUST THE ANSWER WILL COME.
ALL TRAILS FORCE THE QUESTION, WHO ARE YOU, REALLY? AND YOU MUST TRUST YOURSELF TO ANSWER.
I TRUST THAT LIFE IS BIGGER THAN WHAT I CAN SEE. I TRUST THAT THERE IS A DIVINE ORDER BEYOND MY CNTROL. AND I TRUST THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL BE ALL RIGHT.
TRUST IN ME..........HUH.........IT WILL BE ALRIGHT.
IT WILL BE ALRIGHT............
I GUESS CAUSE I WILL HANDLE ANYTHING THAT COMES MY WAY.............AS FOR ANYONE........
I HAVE TOLD MY DAUGHTERS; "THERE IS A SOLUTION TO EVERY PROBLEM. YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND IT."
AND I GUESS WHAT OPRAH IS SAYING........'WITH'........ "WHO ARE YOU, REALLY?"
NOW, I HAD A GOOD DAY.........
I LEARNED HOW TO PUT MUSIC ON MY JOURNAL........."
I AM LOVING THIS CREATIVE SIDE OF ME.......I COULD DO THINGS I DIDN'T THINK I COULD DO. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM PEOPLE, WHO KNOW HOW TO DO IT.........
BUT THERE IS ONE THING THAT I AM NOTICING........
I AM GOOD WITH DIRECTIONS, STEP BY STEP.......
WHAT JOB WILL I BE GOOD AT.......
I AM THINKING ABOUT THAT CAUSE, LIKE I SAID I HAD A GOOD DAY.......
I WENT TO THE COMMUNITY COLLEGE. AND I PUT MY APPLICATION IN. I ALSO TALK TO FINACIAL AID. AND SHE HELP ME WITH MY PAPERWORK.....SO HAPPY.......
SO I AM TRYING TO FIND THAT ONE JOB I WOULD LOVE AND BE GOOD AT........SO ANY SUGGESTION???????
NOW, ALSO..........REMEMBER THAT I HAD NOT SPOKEN WITH MY HUSBAND SINCE THURSDAY MORNING. WELL, GUESS WHO CALLED ME...........
YES, HIMSELF.........BUT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD. DIDN'T EXPECTED IT. LIKE I WOULD........I WAS TRYING TO AVOID HIM, AND I WAS DOING A GOOD JOB.
NOW.............WHAT TO DO. I AM NOT GOING BACK TO THE SAME "?"............WE ALSO DIDN'T GET TO TALK MUCH. BUT, MY FIRST THOUGHT AND REACTIONS WAS HAPPY TO HEAR FROM HIM.............
BUT THEM I THOUGHT ABOUT HOW HE IS..........AND IS HE CALLING BECAUSE HE IS CHANGING OR IS REALIZING THINGS............
WE TALKED ABOUT THE KIDS, AND BEING THAT I WAS WORKING........WE WOULD TALK LATER. WELL, IT'S LATER AND HE STILL HASN'T CALLED. BUT THE NIGHT IS STILL NOT OVER...........
SO WILL SEE.
I TOO HAVE TO GO........I WORK 1 HOUR TONIGHT. SO I WILL BE HERE; OFF AND ON.........
WILL TILL NEXT TIME.........
Monday, April 25, 2005
3RD SECTION..........
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Like always a great entry... I love reading your journal... There is always something good to read about!
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That sounds like a good book your reading. And its helping to make you a strong person.
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Ellen
Thanks for sharing this!
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Kathi
I hit save too soon....lol....Anyhow, I think its great that you put your application in at the college. If you just take some basic courses first, you can have plenty of time to decide what you want to major in.
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Kathi