THE WEEKEND STARTED WITH BAD NEWS.......


MY OLDEST TOLD ME.  SHE WILL LIKE TO MOVE IN WITH HER DAD.  I THOUGHT THINGS WERE GOOD BETWEEN US, BUT............. SHE IS A TYPICAL TEENAGE AND WANTS FREEDOM.  WHICH I THINK THAT SHE WILL HAVE IT WITH HER FATHER..........  WELL, SEE.........

I AM TRYING TO BE STRONG, BUT I AM GOING TO MISS HER.........  I FEEL SO REJECTED, 1ST,MY HUSBAND DOESN'T WANT ME.  AND NOW, MY OLDEST DOES WANT TO LIVE WITH ME...........
LIFE CAN BE CRUEL............

I HAVE BEEN SO HURT THIS PASS WEEK; AND TO END IT.  WITH MY DAUGHTER WANTING TO MOVE IN WITH HER DAD........  I ALSO REMEMBERED SOMETHING ELSE, THAT MY HUSBAND TOLD ME ON OUR TUESDAY NIGHT TALK.  HE TOLD ME THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO BE SERVED. 
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT........   WHILE HE WAS AT THE BASEBALL FIELD, ENJOYING HIS DAY...... I WAS BEING SERVED. WHICH HE KNEW........  
IT COMES DOWN TO MONEY......  HE RECIEVED A CALL FROM HIS LAWYER THAT HE NEEDED TO DECIDE ON PERCEEDING WITH THE DIVORCE.  BECAUSE THE DEADLINE WAS APPROACHING.......  AND WHAT DID HE DECIDE..........   YEP, SO THERE IS NO TURNING BACK.......  HE DOES WANT THE DIVORCE.  AND HERE I THOUGHT WE WERE TRYING TO WORK THINGS OUT..........

OUT OF RESPECT, THAT NIGHT I WANTED TO TELL HIM THAT I SAW A LAWYER.  AND HE....... WAS SO DISRESPECTFULL.  HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO BE SERVED AND DIDN'T TELL ME........
BOY, DID I THROW THAT AT HIS FACE.  HE HAS PLAYED SO MANY GAMES WITH ME.  SO, THAT'S WHY I SAY...........  YEP, IT'S HEADING TO THE COURT.

I HAVE BEND OVER BACKWARDS ON SO MANY THINGS, THESE PASS COUPLE OF MONTHS.  AND I HAVE BEEN HUMILIATED BY MY HUSBAND.  SO MUCH.........  BUT I AM TRYING TO PICK MYSELF BACK UP..........  I TRY TO MAKE SENCE OF WHY I DID WHAT I DID. 
AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR MY FAMILY.  BUT HE DOES NOT WANT A FAMILY..........  SO I NEED TO MOVE ON.........

TILL NEXT TIME.......BRINx