Tuesday, June 28, 2005


                       I AM SO SORE............

                ON SUNDAY, I DID SOME CHANGES.
                I MOVED OUT MY BEDROOM SET.
                ALL BY MYSELF....
                WHAT WAS I THINKING.......
                I WILL BE SELLING IT.
                MY HUSBAND SAW THAT I MOVED IT OUT.
                HE WAS SHOCKED......
                I AM MOVING FORWARD WITH MY LIFE......
                I AM KEEPING THE MATTRESS.....
                FOR NOW, BUT ONCE.......
                I COULD AFFORD A NEW ONE....
                I WILL.........

                IT JUST HOLD TO MAY MEMORIES..........
                
                BUT I HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD.
                MY ROOM LOOKS SO EMPTY.
                BUT MY BODY HURTS......
                AND MY SOUL........
                BUT I WILL MOVE FORWARD.......

                WELL, TILL NEXT TIME......
                   
            

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  1. AnonymousTuesday, June 28, 2005 at 8:52:00 AM CDT

    Oh sweet Brin....
    I bet hubby went back to his place and sat and thought about that bedroom set. Trust me. I bet he brings it up again in emails or conversation. Men dont like it when you begin to let go. They want all the control. You are a beautiful woman with such a huge heart. Hes giving up the best he'll ever have.
    Love, lisa jo

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  2. AnonymousTuesday, June 28, 2005 at 9:57:00 AM CDT

    Well, i'm glad that your moving forward !! But be careful moving furniture !!!
    Ellen

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  3. AnonymousTuesday, June 28, 2005 at 4:48:00 PM CDT

    Brin, I just wrote you this LONG comment about my marriage falling apart and him being cruel to my son who was going to Harvard and doing the best he could.  He wanted to leave the house and go stay in a hotel 'till his break was over and he could go back to his dorm.  He felt that his Dad did not want him in the house.  He treated us both badly, but that was it.  One morning I just told him that it was obvious he'd be happier some place else . . . when he asked if I'd take him back a year later . . .  I had a good job, no moody person around the house, I didn't need him or the hurt he inflicted!!!

    I think something like that will happen with you.  You and your son make a nice happy home.  You won't have to worry about how you and your son are being treated, the moods . . . when he asks you if he can come back, I hope that with a new job, a happy son, men that want to date you and show you respect . . .  you'll give him that same answer!

    I pray you will be strong and won't slip back . . .  because I've been where you are, I know that you can do this . . . and I care!

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  4. AnonymousTuesday, June 28, 2005 at 9:20:00 PM CDT

    GREAT MOVE BRIN!!...I dont know if anyone has commented on you moving full speed ahead. (HUGS you). But I sooo glad you changed something...that shows you are being fed up with feeling the way you do....maybe you should sell the house too...not advising you to go overboard...but its just a idea......have a great day-- Andrew

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  5. AnonymousWednesday, June 29, 2005 at 9:27:00 AM CDT

    Good for you!
    hugs.
    Kathi

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