OK.......BACK TO IT........

 

MY HUSBAND ALSO WANTED TO HELP OUT.  UUUHHHHHH.......

 

OK, THIS IS HOW IT IS.......

MY DAUGHTER IS PAYING ME BACK FOR THIS FEE OF HERS.  SHE IS WORKING AND I HAVE ALREADY PAID FOR IT.  SO SHE IS MAKE PMTS.........
WELL, SHE OVERDRAFT HER CHECKING ACCOUNT.  WHICH BY THE WAY, IS IN MY NAME.  HER CHECK PMT WAS NO GOOD......  NO MONEY, SO THAT LEFT ME IN A HOLE.  BUT I WAS GOING TO DEAL WITH IT.

THIS IS ONE REASON OF OUR ARGUMENT. SHE WAS NOT WILLING TO WORK WITH ME OR WILLING TO KEEP A TRANSACTION REGISTER. SO I CLOSED THE ACCOUNT. OF COURSE, SHE TOLD HER DAD, ALONG WITH THE MONEY MATTERS..........

SO HE WAS CALLING ALSO TO HELP ME OUT...........  I TOLD HIM NOT TOO......  I AM TAKING CARE OF THINGS.  ALSO HE WAS CALLING TO LET ME KNOW.  THAT HE WAS GOING TO HELP HER OPEN A CHECKING ACCOUNT. I THOUGHT GOOD, LET HIM DEAL WITH HER.......

ONCE AGAIN, I TOLD HIM HE COULD HAVE EMAILED ME ALL THIS INFO.  BUT HE HAD TO CALL ME........ OF COURSE, HE ACTS LIKE ITS NO BIG DEAL. I TOLD HIM,

"OH, YES, I WANTED TO HEAR IT FROM YOU THAT MY DAUGHTER DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME.  YOU ARE SO INCONSIDERATED TO MY FEELING.  YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND.   OH, AND THAT I HAVEN'T NOTICE THAT SHE IS FEELING THIS WAY.  DON'T YOU THINK I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE THAT.  OH....... OR DO YOU HAVE ADVICE FOR ME ON THIS."

WHICH OF COURSE HE DID............

ME: "YOU THINK I AM NOT DOING THAT ALL THAT.  I HAVE CALLED HER.  WE, MY KIDS(ALL) AND ME,  WENT TO THE MOVIES THE OTHER DAY.  AND OUT TO EAT.  THE WEEKEND, I TRYED TO GET HER TO JOIN US TO SEE A MOVIE IN THE LIVING ROOM.  I HAVE DONE THINGS.  YOU JUST THINK I DON'T DO ANYTHING.  THAT'S HOW YOU SEE ME."

I TOLD HIM SO MUCH.........  HE BRINGS ME DOWN EVERYTIME  I TALK TO HIM.......

I TOLD HIM THAT SHE IS LEARNING FROM HIM.  HE IS LEAVING ME, AND SHE SEES THAT SHE COULD DO THE SAME THING.  SO, WHY SHOULD IT BE DIFFERENT FOR HER.

RUN AND RUN FAST..........THAT HOW IT IS, HUH........IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING, OR HOW I FEEL, OR WHAT I SAY.  THEY ARE LEAVING ME.......  I KNOW THAT MY DAUGHTER WILL BE BACK AND SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY DAUGHTER.  BUT THIS HURTS......... THEN FOR MY HUSBAND TO FEEL LIKE HE NEEDS TO INFORM ME. HURTS...........

I CRYED SO MUCH AFTER THAT CALL.................

I CAN'T BELIEVE HIM...........  SO MUCH FOR RESPECT. HUH........

ALL DAY, I FELT LIKE S**T.  I LET OUT SOME TEARS AT WORK.  MIND YOU, MY TRAINER HAS NO PATIENTS.  SO I AM TRYING TO DO MY BEST. BUT, AFTER LAST NIGHT, I COULD HOLD UP....... BUT HE TOKE IT WELL, HE SLOWED DOWN AND UNDERSTOOD..........

WELL, I HOLD TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER..........

TILL NEXT TIME..........BRINx