THIS WEEKEND...........

I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A WHILE, BUT I GOT CAUGHT, AND HE CALLED ME ON IT.........
I HAVE BEEN DRIVING BY MY HUSBAND'S PLACE. YES, TO CHECK ON HIM.  I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING.......
WELL, I HAD TALK TO HIM ON SAT. AND NEEDED HIS HELP WITH MY COMPUTER. I AM JUST LEARNING HOW TO TAKE CARE OF IT, BUT I NEED SOME INPUT.
BUT.....  HE ALSO WANTED TO SEE HIS SON.......
HE TOLD ME HE WAS TIRED UP AND COULDN'T COME OVER. LET'S PLAN ON SUNDAY.......

WELL, SAT. LATE AFTERNOON, I TOOK MY LITTLE MAN TO THE PARK.  AND AFTER, SINCE I WAS OUT.  I CHECK TO SEE IF HE WAS HOME.  HE WAS..... SO I DEBATED IF I SHOULD GET DOWN, SINCE HE WANTED TO SEE HIS SON.......  BUT, AFTER A FEW MINUTES. I DIDN'T.  WELL, NOT EVEN 2 MINUTES AFTER I LEFT HIS PLACE. HE CALLED ME ON MY CELL.......
THE CONVERSATION:
HE: WHAT DO YOU WANT?
ME: I WAS OUT, AND I KNOW YOU WANTED TO SEE YOUR SON.  SO I WAS DEBATED ABOUT GETTING DOWN.
HE: WELL, DON'T!
ME: I DIDN'T.
AND MORE WAS SAID, BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT.  BUT HE SAID "GOODBYE" AND HUNG UP.
AFTERWARDS, I CRIED........

WELL, AFTER MY BOO & AHOOS.....
I EMAILED HIM.  THAT IT WAS A BAD IDEA TO GET TOGETHER ON SUNDAY, AND NOT TO WORRY. I WOULD GET MY COMPUTER FIX.

WELL, HE EMAIL ME SAYING. "JUST QUIT CHECKING UP ON ME.  YOU REALLY WEIRD ME OUT WHEN YOU DO THAT.  I ALWAYS CALL BEFORE I GO OVER AND I DON'T ASK QUESTIONS WHEN YOU ARE "GOING OUT." I DIDN'T LIKE THE FACT THAT YOU LEFT THEM ALONE, BUT IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS THAT YOU WENT OUT.  I RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY, PLEASE RESPECT MINE.  I CAN AND WILL HELP IF YOU ASK, BUT DON'T QUESTION MY EVERY MOVE BECAUSE I DON'T ANSWER TO YOU."

FIRST OF ALL.  I LIVE ON A CORNER. IF YOU ALL REMEMBER THE PICTURE OF THE FENCE.  HE COULD PASS BY HERE, AND I WON'T EVEN HAVE KNOW ABOUT IT.  SECOND, MY BABY GIRL WAS HOME WITH THE LITTLE MAN. SHE IS 14 AND SHE HAS BABYSAT BEFORE. HE WAS JUST PISSED THAT I WAS OUT.  THIRD, HE IS ALWAYS ASKING ME QUESTION ABOUT WHAT I AM DOING OR PUTTING HIS 2 CENTS IN MY BUSINESS.  SOME RESPECT.......  REMEMBER HE WAS CALLING ME EVERYDAY LAST WEEK.

SO I EMAILED HIM BACK WITH THE RESPOND.  "YES, YOU DO WANT THE DIVORCE AND I SHOULD MOVE ON.  I WILL TAKE CARE OF THINGS FOR MYSELF. BRIN"

WELL, ON SUNDAY.  HE CALLED AND CALLED AND CALLED.......  I WAS BUSY CLEANING HOUSE.  BUT I FINALLY ANSWERED HIS CALL. 
THIS IS THE CONVERSATION:
HE: I  WANTED TO SEE MY SON.
I: I TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS NOT A GOOD IDEA. 
HE: SO YOUR GOING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM MY SON..... 
I: I CAN'T HANDLE IT. 
HE: WE COULD HAVE THE OLDEST BRING HIM OVER.
I: IS THAT HOW YOU WANT TO HANDLE THIS, OUR DAUGHTERS TO BE THE GO BETWEEN? 
HE: HE DIDN'T RESPOND.
I: I WILL THINK ABOUT IT. AND HUNG UP ON HIM.

SO AFTER A FEW MINUTES OF THINKING, I WAS PISSED.  ALL HE ASKED WAS FOR HIS SON.  WHAT ABOUT OUR BABY GIRL.  HE HASN'T SEEN HER TOO....
I WAS PISSED.  SO I CALLED HIM BACK.
I MENTION TO HIM ABOUT HIS BABY GIRL.  HE WAS LIKE OH, OH, OH.......YES, I WANT TO SEE HER TOO...... SHE COULD COME.

SO, WHAT I DO.  I TOLD HIM, HE COULD COME OVER TO THE HOUSE TO SEE THE KIDS.  AND I WOULD LEAVE.  WHEN I WAS READY TO COME BACK HOME. I WOULD CALL HIM. SO HE COULD LEAVE.  HE AGREED.  WELL, I WENT OUT.  JUST HAD SOME RELAX TIME BY MYSELF.  I ALSO WENT OVER TO A FRIENDS HOUSE. IT HAD BEEN AWHILE THAT WE HAD SPOKEN. SO, IT WAS NICE TO CAUGHT UP WITH HER. 
BUT, I WAS OUT FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS........

THEN, CAME HOME. AS PLANNED........ IT WAS NICE.

AND I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM MY HUSBAND SINCE THEN.
WITH WORK, TIME IS PASSING BY FAST.  BUT I STILL HAVE HIM ON THE BACK OF MY MIND.  WONDER WHAT HE IS DOING?  AND SO FORTH.........  BUT WORK IS GREAT.  ALOT TO REMEMBER.  AND I AM TAKE CARE OF MY COMPUTER. BY MYSELF!!!!  I HAVE SPYWARE AND ADWARE PROBLEMS.  SOME CAN BE A NUISANCE. I AM LEARN THAT......
BUT ALL IN ALL.......  I AM FEELING GOOD AFTER I LEAVE WORK. LIKE I AM ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING FOR MYSELF....
I HAVE NOT FELT LIKE THAT. SINCE.........
I DON'T REMEMBER.........

WELL, TILL NEXT TIME.......