Sunday, June 19, 2005


YESTERDAY........

I RENTED/WATCHED "HITCH"......
I KNOW NOT A GOOD MOVIE TO WATCH RIGHT NOW..... LOVE STORY. BUT I AM HER RIGHT NOW...... 
HE TELLS HER, (THE FIRST TIME HE TALKS TO HER), NO EARRINGS, HEELS UNDER 2 INCHES, HAIR PUTTED BACK, WITH READING GLASSED BUT NO BOOK, AND THERE IS ALWAYS THE F**K OFF SIGN ON YOUR FOREHEAD.  SHE WAS IN A BAR DRINKING DRINKS AND THIS IS HOW SHE LOOKED.....
THAT HOW I LOOK.... NO WONDER, HUH.....
IT WAS A GOOD MOVIE......

I ALSO WENT TO THE COMMUNITY POOL.  TOOK THE LITTLE MAN, MEET UP WITH ONE OF HIS BUDDY'S AND MY FRIEND......
HE DIDN'T WANT TO GET INTO THE POOL.  AND THIS IS THE POOL, THAT I WANT TO HAVE HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY.....
AN HOUR PASSED, AND HE WAS FINALLY IN....  HE ENJOYED HIMSELF.......  I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE PARTY....
OH.....  HIS BUDDY'S B-DAY IS ON THE 17TH AND MY SON IS ON THE 29TH.  BEING WE (MY FRIEND) ARE TIGHT WITH MONEY. I TOLD HER WE COULD HAVE A PRIVATE POOL PARTY (LIMIT TO 100 PEOPLE), TOGETHER. SPLIT THE $$$.  WE WOULD HAVE BOTH POOLS FOR THE PARTY, PLENTY OF ROOM.  WE WOULD HAVE ONE INVITATION FOR THE DAYCARE KIDS.  AND I DON'T HAVE ALOT OF FAMILY THAT WOULD BE COMING OVER, NOT EVEN CLOSE TO 30.  SO, SHE IS GOING TO TALK IT OVER WITH HER HUSBAND.
WELL SEE......

AFTER THE POOL, WE WENT TO THE PARK AND HAD A PICNIC. I TOOK HER TO THE PARK, THE ONE THAT MY HUSBAND TAKES THE LITTLE MAN TOO......  BEAUTIFUL VIEW.....  IT'S WHERE THE WINDSURFER GO....  WELL, WE WALKED DOWN THE PATH TO WHERE THEY GO IN. AND MY FRIEND ASKED ONE OF THEM, "IS IT CALLED WINDSURFING?".....  I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SHE ASKED.  AND A VERY NICE LOOKING GUY....... HE TOLD US, IT IS CALLED KITE BROADING.  SO THERE WE HAVE IT......
AND AS FOR HIM.  HE WAS VERY POLITE....
HE WOULD SAY, YES, MA.........  BUT HE WAS TOO YOUNG.... OH, WELL....... I AM NOT LOOKING.....HAHA......

WHILE EATING AND TALKING, SHE MENTION THAT SHE WAS HAVING TROUBLE WITH HER COMPUTER.  SO, AFTER THE PARK AND THE WALK. I WENT OVER TO HER HOUSE TO LOOK AT IT......
BOY, SHE WAS SLAMMED BY SPYWARE AND ADWARE.  I INSTALLED SOME PROGRAMS AND RAN THEM.  THE 1ST ONE CAUGHT 415. AND THE SECOND ONE, I DON'T REMEMBER, BUT YES THAT IS WHY HER COMPUTER WAS RUNNING SLOW AND COULD GET INTO AOL........ 
WELL, AFTER RUN THE PROGRAMS AND CLEARING IT OUT. WE TESTED THE COMPUTER.  WE GOT IT TO CONNECT TO AOL.......  WOW, I DID IT.......  THAT MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD..........  SHE STILL HAS TO DO OTHER THINGS THAT I HAD LEFT HER WITH, BUT WE START CURING THE PROBLEM.......

        

I WANT TO GIVE A BIG
THANK YOU
TO JENNIFER..........

SHE MADE THIS
 (ENTRY) <---CLICK
FOR ME.........

THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT......
I APPRECIATE IT......
AND I AM STILL TRYING TO FIND THE SONG TO PLAY IT.  I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR IT.....

I READ HER ENTRY THIS MORNING.....AND SHE TALK ABOUT THIS GUY.......
HE DIVORCE HIS WIFE TO BE WITH THIS OTHER GIRL.  WELL, IT DIDN'T WORKOUT. HE WAS TRYING TO GET HER BACK AND SHE WAS NOT READY, ENJOYING HER FREEDOM.
WELL, SHE WAS HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER AND KILLED.  HOW LIFE CAN CHANGE IN AN INSTANT.........
SO SAD........

I KNOW IT'S FATHER'S DAY.......
I DON'T REALLY SPEAK TO MY FATHER.....  BECAUSE OF MY CHILDHOOD, I DON'T WANT TO GET INTO IT. BUT I AM FELLING FORGIVENESS TODAY.......  I WILL BE CALLING TO SAY,"HAPPY FATHER'S DAY"......
WELL, SEE HOW IT GOES.......

WELL, TILL NEXT TIME.........
 

3 comments:

  1. I'm glad your going to call your father. Sometimes its good to put the past to rest and move on.
    Ellen

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  2. Hey Brin, My thoughts are w/ you today with that phone call.
    Delaine

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  3. Glad to hear you and little man got out and about..i hope your friend goes along with the combined party thing. Good luck on calling your dad today. I called mine too. Tough. Wonder if you will hear from your ex today? If so, let us know. Keep your chin up, Brin. Love, lisa

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