I FEEL LIKE I BEEN HIT BY A TRAIN..........

I AM NOT ABLE TO TALK ABOUT IT ON MY JOURNAL.  BUT ONE DAY I WILL........
I HOPE BY THAT TIME, I WOULD HAVE ADJUSTED......

I CAN'T BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE..........
LAST NIGHT, ALL I COULD DO WAS SCREAM.......
I WAS GLAD THE KIDS WERE NOT HERE TO SEE ME GO THROUGH THIS........
AND MY FRIEND, THELMA, YOU ARE SUCH AN ANGEL.
I THINK ALL MY FRIENDS ARE MY ANGELS.........
WITH OUT THEM, I WOULD HAVE FALLEN.......
THE SUPPORT I GET HERE IS UNBELIEVEABLE........
AND LAST NIGHT, WAS THE FINALLY DRAW........

 BRIN
NEW SONG:

CROSSFADE
COLORS

Can you feel it crush you
Does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from
These things that hold you down
Do they complicate you
Because they make you feel like this
Of all the colors that you've shine
This is surely not your best

But you should know these
Colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined

I know you feel alone, yeah
And no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from
The ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you
Don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined
Are surely not your style

But you should know these
Colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined

I know you're feeling like you're lost
But you should know these
Colors that you're shining are
I know you're feeling like you're lost
You feel you've drifted way too far

But you should know these
Colors you're shinig are
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined
Surely not the best
Colors that you've shined

Surely not the best
(I know you're feeling like you're lost)
Colors that you shine
(But you should know these colors are)
Surely not the best
(I know you're feeling like you're lost,
You feel you've drifted way too far)
Did you know these
Colors that you're shining are