I MADE A DECISION YESTERDAY.............

I SAT DOWN AND LOOKED AT MY BILLS.
ABOUT A WEEK AGO, MY HUSBAND GAVE ME LESS MONEY THEN HE HAD BEEN GIVING ME.
THE DIVORCE IS NOT FINAL. AND I DON'T HAVE ANY TEMP ORDERS. SO, HE CHOSES WHAT TO GIVE ME. WHICH THESE PASS COUPLE OF MONTHS, HE WAS GIVING ME HALF OF HIS TAKE HOME PAY. WAS VERY THANKFUL FOR THAT....
BUT..... NOW THAT I HAVE THE COUNTER SUE ON HIM. HE LESSEN THE MONEY.......
SO, LAST NIGHT I SAT DOWN WITH MY BILLS AND MADE SOME HARD DECISION.......

I AM GOING TO TURN OFF MY CABLE AND INTERNET PROVIDER, PLUS THE HOMELAND PHONE LINE..........
I ALSO SAT DOWN WITH MY BABY GIRL AND TOLD HER OF THE DECISION......
I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH SHE IS ON THE NET.......
YOU SEE - SHE LOVES TO WRITE. SHE IS GOING INTO JOURNALISM FOR HIGH SCHOOL. WHICH IS THIS YEAR. SHE IS GOING TO BE A FRESHMAN ON AUGUST THE 15TH..........


SHE WAS UPSET......
I TRY TO COME UP WITH SOME OTHER ALTERNATIVES. I KNOW THAT THE LIBRARY HAS COMPUTERS. BUT SHE MENTIONS HOW SHE LOVES HER PRIVACY. I TOLD HER I UNDERSTAND VERY WELL.......
FOR ME, I WILL HAVE TO DO MY ONLINE AT WORK. IN BETWEEN CALLS - IF ABLE TOO. SO I WILL KEPT INTOUCH, WHEN I CAN......
BUT I APOLOGIZED. I CAN ONLY DO WHAT I CAN.......

CHANGES.........
THE THINGS WE DO........  CAN DO........

THE TEMP ORDERS, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET INTO THAT........ AND I REALLY DON'T WANT TO ONLINE......
BUT I HAVE TO DO WHAT I CAN......
MY ONLINE JOB WILL BE GONE, BECAUSE OF THE INTERNET AND THE PHONE. BUT IT WAS GETTING DIFFICULT TO KEPT UP WITH. TRYING TO BALANCE OUT EVERYTHING.......
WELL, I TRYED AND NOW I HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD WITH THIS........

CHANGES..........
AND I KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO BE MORE......

WELL, TILL NEXT TIME........