Thursday, July 21, 2005



O. K., HEAR IT GOES............

MY HUSBAND MOVED OUT OF THIS HOUSE BACK IN FEBRUARY AND AFTER MOVING OUT.  WITHIN 3 WEEKS, WE WERE TRYING TO WORK THING OUT. AFTER 1 MONTH, I KNEW THINGS WERE NOT GO WELL. I KNEW HE HAD DEEP FEELINGS FOR THE OTHER, AND WE WERE NOT GETTING ANYWHERE. SO, I ASKED HIM TO LEAVE. INSTEAD OF SAYING "NO, I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE. I WANT TO WORK THINGS OUT WITH YOU. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THIS WORK."  HE LEFT...........

AFTER HE LEFT WITHIN 2 WEEKS AGAIN. WE START TO WORK THINGS OUT AGAIN. OR SO I THOUGHT........
ALMOST INTO 2 WEEKS OF THIS, HE SERVED ME DIVORCE PAPERS...........
I WAS SO SHOCKED, I THOUGHT WE WERE WORKING THINGS OUT.........

WELL, THIS IS WHY.........
HIS MISTRESS WORKS WITH HIM. YES, A WORK AFFAIR. IT HAPPENS, HUH........
I FOUND OUT THAT BACK IN FEBRUARY. WHEN HE MOVED OUT. SHE HAD MOVED OUT TOO.....
SHE MOVED INTO THE SAME APARTMENT COMPLEX AS MY HUSBAND. SOME NEIGHBORS, HUH........
THOUGH THE TIME WE WERE WORKING THINGS OUT HE NEVER MENTION THAT SHE WAS LIVING THERE, A COUPLE OF YARDS FROM HIM.  HE DID TELL ME THAT HE HELPED HER MOVE IN.  BUT NEVER ONCE DID HE MENTION ABOUT THERE LIVING ARRANGEMENTS........
AND MIND THEY LIVE DOWN THE STREET FROM MY HOUSE. FAR DOWN BUT EVERYTIME I LOOK DOWN THAT ROAD AND SEE THE APARTMENT COMPLEX. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM..........
HOW CRUEL..........

WELL, THE OTHER DAY, I WATCHED "WAITING TO EXHALE" WITH ANGELA BASSETT.
BOY, THAT IS ONE STRONG MOVIE FOR ME, RIGHT NOW.........
BUT I FEEL LIKE THAT........
I AM WAITING TO EXHALE........
THINGS JUST KEEP COMING AND COMING....
I JUST CAN'T WAIT TILL.......

YESTERDAY, MY HUSBAND SAW OUR BABY GIRL. AND HE WANTED TO TALK TO ME. WHEN HE DROPPED HER OFF.
WELL, I LET HIM HAVE IT AGAIN.......

I WILL HAVE TO GET INTO THAT AT OTHER TIME......  I HAVE TO GO.....

TILL NEXT TIME......
 

4 comments:

  1. Brin, i am worried about you. I really am. If you need me, write. I will do anything for you that i can. I knew about this and it this point anything i say it is going to be vicious towards your hubby. How dare he.....what kind of man can do that....and why? You do not deserve this. After you are divorced you are going to realize though it may take a long time that you are so much better off without him. He doesnt deserve YOU.       I hope that you are fine. Love you, lisa jo
    PS- And that piece of shit he is sleeping with? I hope she gets whats coming to her.

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  2. It's okay to let him have it!!  He needs to know what he's done to you.  
    Sending ((((((HUGS))))))
    Michele

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  3. Yes I have seen that movie. I would feel like that too. Hope it all works out soon Brin.  :o) D

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  4. Brin, I was beginning to get worried, You havent really been around. I know this is so hard on you, and to live it everyday. Just know, life wont always be this way.
    Ellen

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