WELL....
IT HAPPENED. HE GOT TO ME........
I SHOULD HAVE JUST LEFT THINGS ALONE......
I HAD CAME BACK FROM THE FIREWORKS. WHICH, WAS VERY NICE, BUT HARD BECAUSE ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS HIM. WHERE WOULD I BE NEXT YEAR. AND ON AND ON........
SO I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM.....
KNOWING HE DIDN'T SEE HIS SON. SO, I EMAILED HIM SOME PICTURES OF OUR SON.
WELL, THAT WHEN HE EMAILED ME BACK. TO THANK ME FOR THE PICTURES BUT HE MENTIONS ABOUT OUR OLDEST.......
SHE HAS NOT CONTACT ME OR WANTS TO SEE ME......
LAST TIME I SAW HER WAS ON FATHER'S DAY AND SHE ONLY SAID 2 WORDS TO ME.....
WELL, HE WAS TRYING TO GET IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS, ONCE AGAIN. TO TELL ME HOW I SHOULD HANDLE IT. AND THAT I WAS THE ADULT. HE JUST MADE ME FEEL LIKE I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND, AND HE THINKS I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TO MAKE THINGS BETTER. I HAD JUSTED EMAILED HER TOO.......
SO, WE HAD IT OUT.......
AT THE END, I TOLD HIM THAT HE DIDN'T LIKE ME TELL HIM WHAT TO DO, SO I DON'T LIKE HIM TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO.........
I SAW MY OLDEST ALSO TODAY. AND SHE TREATED ME WITH SO MUCH ATTITUDE. SHE HAS NO RESPECT FOR ME.........
THIS HURTS SO MUCH.....
I AM DEALING WITH SO MUCH......
ONE DAY AT A TIME......
WELL, I AM OFF TO BED. I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AT 4:30. SO I AM SLEEPY.....
HOPE YOU ENJOY THE PICTURES......
OH, CHECK OUT THE SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS CAR.......
TILL NEXT TIME......
Wednesday, July 6, 2005
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Sorry Brin you are dealing with so much. Hope it all works out soon. Love the photos. D
ReplyDeleteBrin if I am asking a question that is too personal please tell me to mind my own business........ why is your oldest so angry with you?
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for you hon - you are such a kind woman, you shouldn't be treated this way.
Stacy
I really hope things get better with your oldest. It cant go on like this.
ReplyDeleteEllen
I love you. I want to make all of this go away. I want to kick your husbands ass. I want to yell at your oldest so she can see that you need her and this is all BS. Teenagers are so selfish. And he may be feeding her a bunch of crap. You sweet STRONG woman, please, please, try to stay strong. Is there anyone you can go talk to? Counselor? Church? Family? Its all going to get better.
ReplyDeleteLisa Jo