Tuesday, August 9, 2005


I BEEN WANTING TO WRITE THIS........

I WENT TO THE MOVIE AND ALSO RENTED THIS MOVIE.......

"THE UPSIDE OF ANGER"
The Upside of Anger

THIS WAS A VERY GOOD MOVIE.........
IT EXPLAINS ANGER SO WELL.......

WHEN I RENTED THE MOVIE. I WROTE THESE WORDS DOWN.

"ANGER AND RESENTMENT CAN STOP YOU IN YOUR TRACKS. THAT'S WHAT I KNOW NOW. IT NEEDS NOTHING TO BURN THAN THE AIR AND THE LIFE THAT SWALLOWS AND SMOTHERS.
IT'S REAL THOUGHT. THE THEORY. EVEN WHEN IT ISN'T.
IT CAN CHANGE YOU, TURN YOU, MOLD YOU AND SHAPE YOU INTO SOMEONE YOU ARE NOT.
THE ONLY UPSIDE TO ANGER;
IT'S THE PERSON YOU BECOME.
HOPEFULLY, SOMEONE THAT WAKES UP ONE DAY AND REALIZES THAT THERE NOT AFRAID OF IT'S JOURNEY.
SOMEONE THAT KNOWS THE TRUE IS AT BEST A PARTIAL TOLD STORY.
THAT ANGER LIKE GROWTH COMES IN SPARSE AND FITS IN IT'S WAKE.
LEADS TO A NEW CHANGE AT ACCEPTANCES AND THE PROMISE OF CALM."


GOING THROUGH DIVORCE (MY JOURNEY) HAS MADE ME REALIZE ABOUT ANGER.
I STILL GET ANGRY BUT LIKE THE WORDS.
A NEW CHANGE AT ACCEPTANCE AND THE PROMISE OF CALM.......

THAT CALM IS WHAT I LOOK FORWARD TO.
EVERYDAY, SOMETHING IS GOING ON OR SOMETHING UPSET ME.
AND MY ANGER IS WHAT I REALIZE NOW.......
I LOOK BACK IN MY LIFE NOW. I NEVER REALLY HANDLE MY ANGER. BUT THIS PASS MONTHS, I HAVE LEARN SO MUCH........
I AM PROUD OF THE PERSON I AM NOW. I CAN'T CHANGE THE PASS. AND I NOT SAYING I WAS TOTALLY MEAN. BUT MY ANGER DID SOMETIMES GET THE BEST OF ME........
IT DOES CHANGE YOU, TURN YOU, MOLD YOU AND SHAPE YOU INTO A PERSON YOU ARE NOT.........
THE UPSIDE; THE PERSON YOU BECOME......
AND THAT IS SO TRUE......
THE PERSON YOU BECOME........
YOU HAVE THE CHOICE OF WHAT THAT WILL BE.........
I KNOW........
I GUESS THAT IS WHERE MY STRENGTH IS NOW......  DECIDING........

WELL, TILL NEXT TIME.....
 

2 comments:

  1. I am so behind on movies I will have to rent that one some time :o) D Should have had Kevins Ex wife in the movie sure she has some anger:o)

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  2. You do have a lot of choices including how to handle this. You have proven your strength. I am so proud of you.
    Ellen

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