Thursday, August 25, 2005

I HAVE BEEN HAVING BAD DAYS.........

I HOPE TODAY WILL BE BETTER. I CAN'T THINK AT WORK. THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON. AND WAITING ON THINGS THAT I JUST DON'T GET ANSWER TO. SCHOOL START ON MONDAY. STILL HAVEN'T PURCHASE MY BOOKS BECAUSE I AM WAITING ON SOME MONEY....... PLUS TRYING TO KEEP IT TOGETHER EVERY WEEK, IS STARTING TO GET TO ME. I FEEL LIKE I AM ON NERVES........

I JUST NEED TO BREATHE.........

ONE THING AT A TIME. BUT I FEEL BAD WHEN THINGS JUST GO SO WRONG.

OH, YESTERDAY.........

I SAW HER...... THE MISTRESS........

I WAS AT THE GROCERY STORE. AND WHO PASS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME........ HER......

SHE WALKS BY LIKE NO SHAME.........

I JUST STARED AT HER FROM HEAD TO TOE........ 

ONE OF MY FRIENDS WAS THERE TO SHOPPING. WHICH SHE HAD BEEN WANTING TO SEE WHAT SHE LOOKS LIKE. SO I SHOWED HER WHO SHE WAS. WHEN SHE PASSED BY US AGAIN........

MY FRIEND TOLD ME SHE LOOKS OLD. AND TOLD HER THAT SHE IS A LITTLE YOUNGER THAN ME.......

BUT I KNEW ONE DAYT I WOULD SEE HER LIKE THAT.....

JUST SHOPPING AND PASSING........

OH WELL......

TILL NEXT TIME..... HAVE TO GO TO WORK........

 

4 comments:

  1. Brin....
    I can't imagine having to run into this woman when you least expect it...it has to be the worst feeling.  The rush of feelings that come over you I'm sure are unreal and so tough to handle.  I'm glad your friend was around to at least give you some support.   I wish I could tell or give you something that would make all this pain go away.  I wish there were a magic pill!!!  
    Take Care,
    Michele    http://journals.aol.com/samnsmile5/lettingitallsinkin

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  2. Brin, I cant believe you ran into her....I wish I was with you !! I can make her feel really uncomfortable, I am , remember, from New York !!!!!! LOL
    Be strong
    Ellen

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  3. Brin, I cant believe you ran into her....I wish I was with you !! I can make her feel really uncomfortable, I am , remember, from New York !!!!!! LOL
    Be strong
    Ellen

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  4. Hi Brin, You have way more strengh than I have. I would probably have done something to embarass myself. You amaze me everyday with your strengh and wisdom! I love ya girl!    Rhonda

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