Monday, August 22, 2005


I'VE BEEN WONDERING............

WILL THERE BE SOMEONE THAT WILL CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS, MY THOUGHTS, TO CARE ABOUT HOW MY DAY WAS???????

I DO FEEL ALONE.........
I HAVE WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND ARE HERE FOR ME. I AM GRATEFUL FOR THEM. I THANK GOD FOR THEIR FRIENDSHIP (WHAT BLESSINGS!!!!)........

I KNOW THAT THERE WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE FOR ME........
BUT WHAT I WONDER IS IF I WILL BE ABLE TO LET MYSELF OR WHAT I MEAN GIVE MYSELF. WILL I BE ABLE TO TRUST SOMEONE ELSE WITH MY HEART.......

I KNOW THAT I WILL, I GUESS. BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE: WHERE IS HE AT? WHAT IS HE DOING? WHO IS HE TALKING TO? IS HE FLIRTING WITH SOMEONE? JUST SO MANY QUESTIONS, THAT I FEEL LIKE. I RATHER BE ALONE. WHAT A MESS I AM IN!!!  THE PAIN IS SO MUCH. I KNOW THAT WITH TIME IT WILL GET BETTER.........

I BELIEVE THAT GOD PUTS YOU IN THE RIGHT PLACE IN THE RIGHT TIME. THAT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. THAT LOVE WILL WALK IN AT THE RIGHT TIME. I WILL KNOW IT. I JUST NEED TO KEEP MY EYES, EARS AND HEART OPEN.........

TILL NEXT TIME.........
 

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  1. AnonymousMonday, August 22, 2005 at 5:19:00 PM CDT

    Oh Brin, I'm here for you! Anytime you need me. Just drop me a note and I'll be right there!
    Yes, you will find someone out there, just made for you! When you find him, you'll know and then you will drop all those worries. Really! Just dont grab the first one that comes along, cause it will probably be a rebound thing. Just be patient. Your a very beautiful lady and finding someone wont be a problem!
      Love to you, Rhonda
    http://journals.aol.com/yankeygr/RhondasStrangeThoughtsandPics

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  2. AnonymousMonday, August 22, 2005 at 6:09:00 PM CDT

    Your right God puts you in the right place at the right time. I know your soul mate is out there.. .waiting for you!!
    Ellen

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  3. AnonymousMonday, August 22, 2005 at 8:47:00 PM CDT

    It will get better Brin, I promise. It took me 3-4 years, I don't ask myself, or wonder about those questions anymore. You will too, in time. Delaine

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  4. AnonymousMonday, August 22, 2005 at 9:55:00 PM CDT

    It will happen ~ you will be happy again!!  Time will heal your broken heart!  Love is out there for you.  :)
    Michele

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  5. AnonymousMonday, August 22, 2005 at 11:20:00 PM CDT

    brin dont rush it...take your time...god know i am ...but for some reason I attract women in bars and at work...urghh can I just be alone...for just one day? ..hope your doing ok...have a good nite ~Andrew

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