THANK GOD........ I AM SO HAPPY FOR FRIDAY.
BUT IT FEELS LIKE THE WEEKS ARE MOVING SO FAST........

THIS SONG MAKES ME THINK OF MY KIDS.......
I MISS MY OLDEST SO MUCH.......
MY BABY GIRL IS SMILING......
SHE IS ENJOYING MARCHING BAND. HANGING AROUND WITH THE GROUP. SHE IS HAVING FUN......
THAT PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE.

SPEAKING OF SMILING.......
MY BABY BOY IS 3 NOW.......
WELL, WE ARE TRYING TO POTTY TRAIN. WHICH, WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON, IT'S DIFFICULT.........
ON TUESDAY, IT WAS HIS FIRST DAY THAT HE WENT TO DAYCARE IN HIS THOMAS THE TRAIN UNDERWEAR......  SO CUTE.....
I TOOK PICTURE. BUT I WILL NOT POST HERE.....
HE LOOKS LIKE A MODEL, WITH THAT SMILE OF HIS....... SO CUTE.......
WELL, THE POTTY TRAINING IS NOT GOING TO WELL.  THE PASS 3 DAYS, I HAVE BEEN COMING HOME WITH WET CLOTHES........
BUT I KNOW IT WILL TAKE TIME........
NOW, YESTERDAY WAS THE FIRST DAY THAT HE TOLD ME HE NEEDED TO GO POO POO........
HE TELL ME:

SON: MOM, POO POO.....

ME: OK, LET'S GO.... (WE WERE  IN THE LIVING ROOM)
SO WE ARE RUNNING TO THE BATHROOM. AND I AM FALLING HIM.....
HE IS HOLDING ON TO HIS BUT WHILE RUNNING TO THE BATHROOM........ LOL.......

WE GET THERE AND I PULLED DOWN HIS SHORT AND UNDERWEAR. SAT HIM DOWN. AND THEN.......
HE STARTS SINGING........ TOO CUTE.......
SO I AM WAITING THERE AND HIM SINGING.......
2 MINUTES PASS AND NOTHING.......

SO I GET HIM DRESS AND GO BACK TO LIVING ROOM........ WATCH TV......
THEN CAME TIME TO PUT HIM TO SLEEP. ASKED HIM IF HE NEEDED TO GO TO BATHROOM.... NO.....

WELL, THIS MORNING, I WENT INTO HIS ROOM TO GET HIM READY FOR THE DAY. AND HE IS STAND IN HIS BED WITH THIS LOOK IN HIS EYES....
I TELL HIM GOOD MORNING, AND HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING. I ASK HIM IF HE IS OK......
AND HE JUST LOOKS AT ME......
I FINALLY NOTICES THAT HE WAS POOING.......

SO, I GUESS WE KEEP WORKING ON THIS..........

TILL NEXT TIME.....

 

 

PUDDLE OF MUDD

"Blurry"

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me