TOMORROW IS THE 1ST DAY..........
I WILL STEP INTO A FUTURE FOR ME.
SCHOOL STARTS FOR ME....
I AM SO NERVES AND EXCITED......
I HAVE SO MUCH HIGH HOPES FOR ME. AND I
WONDER IF THEY ARE TO BIG.....
MY NERVES, I KNOW......
THERE HAS NOT BEEN A CHALLENGE THAT I WILL
NOT FACE...
SO THIS ONE IS NO DIFFERENT.
JUST LIKE MY DIVORCE...
I HAVE LEARN TO GO WITH THE FLOW OF THINGS.
AND ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CAN NOT CHANGE
AND THE THINGS I CAN......
BUT I AM SO EXCITED.....
I DO LIKE SCHOOL, LEARNING, THE CHALLENGE.
IN HIGH SCHOOL I DOUBT MYSELF SO MUCH.
BECAUSE OF THINGS. MY LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL
(SENIOR YEAR), I MEET MY HUSBAND AND
HE GAVE ME SO MUCH ENCOURAGEMENT. WITH THAT,
I BROUGHT MY GRADE POINT AVERAGE
TO A B+.
I KNEW I HAD IT IN ME. BUT WITH HIM ON MY SIDE.
I DID IT.....
BUT NOW, I AM BY MYSELF.
AND DOING THIS FOR MYSELF.......
SCARY BUT I KNOW BETTER NOW.......
I WANT TO DO THIS......
I WANT TO FEEL HOW THIS IS........
THE TOUGH TIMES AND THE GOOD TIMES......
II'S GOING TO BE REAL....
WELL, TILL TOMORROW.....
I WILL POST......
Sunday, August 28, 2005
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OH lucky you ours starts the 8th:o) D
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow. You will be fine, and love it !! Maybe you will meet someone !!!! - when you least expect it !!
ReplyDeleteEllen
Brin, i love to read the confidence you have. You will do well!! Dont worry too much and keep me posted as to how school is going. I am ALWAYS thinking of you. Love, lj
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