Sunday, August 28, 2005


                                        TOMORROW IS THE 1ST DAY..........

                       I WILL STEP INTO A FUTURE FOR ME.
                       SCHOOL STARTS FOR ME....
                       I AM SO NERVES AND EXCITED......
                       I HAVE SO MUCH HIGH HOPES FOR ME. AND I
                       WONDER IF THEY ARE TO BIG.....

                       MY NERVES, I KNOW......
                       THERE HAS NOT BEEN A CHALLENGE THAT I WILL
                       NOT FACE...
                       SO THIS ONE IS NO DIFFERENT.
                       JUST LIKE MY DIVORCE...
                       I HAVE LEARN TO GO WITH THE FLOW OF THINGS.
                       AND ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CAN NOT CHANGE
                       AND THE THINGS I CAN......



                       BUT I AM SO EXCITED.....
                       I DO LIKE SCHOOL, LEARNING, THE CHALLENGE.
                   IN HIGH SCHOOL I DOUBT MYSELF SO MUCH.
                   BECAUSE OF THINGS. MY LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL
                    (SENIOR YEAR), I MEET MY HUSBAND AND
                    HE GAVE ME SO MUCH ENCOURAGEMENT. WITH THAT,
                     I BROUGHT MY GRADE POINT AVERAGE 
                     TO A B+.

                     I KNEW I HAD IT IN ME. BUT WITH HIM ON MY SIDE.
                     I DID IT.....
                     BUT NOW, I AM BY MYSELF.
                     AND DOING THIS FOR MYSELF.......
                     SCARY BUT I KNOW BETTER NOW.......

                      I WANT TO DO THIS......
                      I WANT TO FEEL HOW THIS IS........
                      THE TOUGH TIMES AND THE GOOD TIMES......
                      II'S GOING TO BE REAL....



                      WELL, TILL TOMORROW.....
                      I WILL POST......

                       


3 comments:

  1. OH lucky you ours starts the 8th:o) D

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  2. Good luck tomorrow. You will be fine, and love it !!  Maybe you will meet someone !!!! - when you least expect it !!
    Ellen

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  3. Brin, i love to read the confidence you have. You will do well!! Dont worry too much and keep me posted as to how school is going. I am ALWAYS thinking of you. Love, lj

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