Monday, September 19, 2005

WELL.......

I AM BETWEEN CLASSES AND BETH IS OUT. SO I CAME TO THE LIBRARY.  SO A QUICK ENTRY.......

I AM STARTING TO THINK ABOUT THINGS THAT HAS HAPPEN WITH MY HUSBAND. I AM GOING BACK TO THE TIMES WHEN WE WERE DATING. THE TIME WE HAD OUR CHILDREN. THE HAPPY TIMES, I WILL ALWAYS HAVE THOSE. THEN THE HARD TIMES AND THE UGLY TIMES. I GUESS IN MY SITUATIONS; DIVORCE DATE AROUND THE CORNER. PEOPLE THINK ABOUT THEM AT THIS TIME......

WELL, ANYWAY..... THIS HOW I SEE LIFE.......
LIFE IS EVERYTHING GOOD, BAD, UGLY, SAD, AND ETC, ETC.....  IT HOW YOU DEAL WITH IT THAT MAKES IT COUNT.......  THIS IS LIFE.  AND I WILL OVERCOME EVERYTHING.  IT WILL NOT KILL ME, I LEARNED TO ACCEPT THINGS AND MOVED AND MOVING FORWARD.......

I HAVE GROWN SO MUCH.......  AND I FEEL LIKE I AM FINALLY LIVING.  NOT TO SAY THAT I WAS NOT LIVING BEFORE.  BECAUSE I DO HAVE MY MEMORY; THE GOOD, BAD, UGLY, SAD, EVERYTHING......  BUT NOW, I FEEL LIKE I AM MAKING THE DECISION FOR MYSELF.  I AM IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE.  AND IF THAT MEANS FAILURE; WHICH I WILL GIVE ALL MY POWER NOT TO....  BUT THIS IS MY LIFE......

LIKE BON JOVI SONG......
IT'S MY LIFE......  ROCK ON!!!!

WELL, HAVE TO GO TO CLASS......

TILL NEXT TIME...... BRINxxxxxx

2 comments:

  1. Yea, Brin, you have grown. Just reading what you have written proves it. Yes I understand its still a tough road, but you are doing well. Thinking of you this week. And the Serenity Prayer, is so true in everything, "God grant me the serenity, to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." Delaine

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  2. Brin, I love how strong you sound . This is great !!!!
    Ellen

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