IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN IN MY JOURNAL..............  

I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY.......  I HAD A BIG TEST ON FRIDAY AND I WAS STUDYING ALL WEEK.  I DID GET MY TEST GRADE FROM LAST WEEK....................   AND I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS...........  I MADE A 119.  SHE HAD EXTRA CREDIT ON IT, WHICH I DID NOT REALLY TILL I GOT MY TEST BACK........  NOW, THIS TES I TOKE ON FRIDAY.  IT WAS THE FIRST TEST FOR THE SEMSTER AND IS GOING TO COUNT 30% OF MY SEMSTER GRADE.  SO, I CAN'T WAIT TILL MONDAY TO FIND OUT HOW I DID......................  MY FEELING ON THE TEST; I CAN'T TELL.  I THINK I DID GREAT BUT THEN I AM NOT TO SURE.  THEIR WERE SOME QUESTIONS THAT I FELT UNSURE, BUT MOST OF THE QUESTIONS I FELT I KNEW OFF MY HEAD..........................   

ALSO THIS WEEK, MY NEW DIVORCE DATE HAS BEEN SET............   NOW, I AM WAITING FOR OCT. 28 TH TO ROLL AROUND............  AND AFTER LAST NIGHT DRAMA.  I CAN'T WAIT.................... 
LAST NIGHT WAS HOMECOMING GAME.  I HAD ASKED MY HUSBAND, IF I COULD TAKE OUR SON TO THE GAME.  THIS IS HIS WEEKEND WITH OUR KIDS.  HE DID NOT MIND ME TAKING HIM.  BUT I DID LET HIM KNOW THAT I WOULD DROP HIM OFF AFTER THE GAME TO BE WITH HIM.  BECAUSE I HAD TO PLANS.  WHICH WAS GOING TO MAKE ME LEAVE EARLY IN THE MORNING.  SO I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BEST FOR HIM TO BE WITH HIM. SO THE GAME WAS GOOD AND RUNNING LATE. THE FOUR QUARTER STARTED AT 10 PM.  AND THE SCORE AT THAT TIME WAS 51 - 31.  AND THE LITTLE MAN WAS VERY TRIED AND WAS COUGHING.  SO I LEFT.  I HEAD FOR MY HUSBAND'S APARTMENT. I FIND HIM NOT THERE. SO I GO TO THE MISTRESS'S APARTMENT. AND YEP, HE WAS THERE.  IT WAS PASS 10 PM AND KNEW THAT WE WOULD BE COMING SOON. BUT NO.........  HE WAS NOT AT THE APARTMENT.  YES, IT PISSES ME OFF THAT I HAVE TO SEE THEM.  AND I WAS ANGRY ABOUT IT...................   BUT THE MOST OF ANY OF THAT IS THAT.   SHE HAS A RESTRAINING ORDER ON HER HUSBAND, AND HE HAS TREATED TO KILL HER.........

I REPEATEDLY HAVE ASKED MY HUSBAND NOT TO HAVE THE KIDS AROUND HER BECAUSE OF THIS SITUTATION.  BUT NO.................   SO EVERYTIME THE KIDS ARE WITH HIM. I WORRY...................  SO THERE I AM, SITTING IN THE PARKING LOT......   I GET DOWN AND KNOCK ON THE DOOR.  AND KNOCK AGAIN BUT NO ANSWER.  SO I CALL HIS CELL PHONE. AND HE DOES NOT ANSWER.  SO I START LEAVING............  AND WHEN I GET TO MY CAR.  HE FINALLY MAKES HIS PRESENT................

I WAS SO PISSED. AND WE HAD IT OUT..................... ALL I COULD THINK WAS HE IS GOING TO HAVE THE KIDS AROUND HER.  HE SAID THAT HE WAS HELPING HER THAT SHE TWISTED HER ANKLE AND THAT HE WOULD BE THERE FOR HER.  SO HE WAS NOT GOING TO KEEP THE KIDS AWAY FROM HER....................

SO I LEFT BUT THEN CAME BACK.  BECAUSE I WANT HIM TO SPENT TIME WITH THERE DAD.  SO I TURN AROUND AND FIND HIM OUTSIDE TALKING TO HER..............

SO I GO UP TO THEM AND HE GETS IN FRONT OF HER, TO PROTECT HER........................  OH MY..................

AND I TELL HIM (IN FRONT OF HER) THAT I WANT MY KIDS TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH THERE FATHER.  BUT THERE FATHER DOES NOT CARE ABOUT THE MOTHER FEELINGS.......................

SHE TRYS TO SAY SOMETHING. AND I POINT TO HER. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY............  AND ONCE AGAIN MY HUSBAND GETS IN FRONT OF ME TO PROTECT HER.  LIKE PUNCHING HER IN THE FACE WOULD RESOLVE EVERYTHING.....................  I TOLD HIM. I NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING TO HER.  I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DO NOT WANT HER AROUND OUR KIDS.  AND HE SAID THAT HE WILL NOT DO THAT.................

SHE TRYS TO TALK AGAIN............    

OH I HAVE TO LEAVE...............

SO THIS WILL BE TO CONT.................
 
BRIN