WELL............
I AM DIVORCE................
THINGS DID NOT GO THE WAY I WOULD LIKE. AND THE JUDGE HAS NOT RULE ON HOW THINGS ARE GOING TO BE. SHE GRANTED THE DIVORCE BUT AS TO THE SETTLEMENT AND STUFF. IT IS STILL UP IN THE AIR AS TO WHAT SHE IS GOING TO DO. PLUS WE ARE TRYING TO NEGOTIATED. BUT THINGS ARE NOT GOING WELL.......... BUT ENOUGH OF THAT.......
IT BEEN A WEEK SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN. I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY.........
THIS WEEK WAS SHIT....... BUT THAT NIGHT OF MY DIVORCE. I WAS NOT GOING TO BE HOME AND JUST CRY ABOUT THINGS........
SO I WENT OUT WITH A FRIEND FROM WORK. HER BOYFRIEND HAD A FRIEND THAT THEY WANTED ME TO MEET..........
AND MY DREAM, SOMEWHAT CAME TRUE. LIKE MY DREAM, INSTANT ATTRACTION. WE EAT AND DRANK. WE PARTY ALL NIGHT. BUT HIS KISSES, WERE LIKE MY DREAM........ AND WHEN HE TOUCHED ME. I WAS SO OVERWHELM.... HE HAS THIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND LAUGH. AND HIS EYES (WHICH ARE NOT BLUE, HE IS HISPANIC,LIKE ME.) THEY ARE PIERCING....... OH MY........ I CAN NOT BELIEVE I AM WRITING THIS........
BUT I HAD A GREAT TIME....... JUST WHAT I NEEDED AFTER THE DAY I HAD. AND STILL HAVING.....
HE STILL HAS NOT CALLED ME. THIS IS WHAT I HATE ABOUT DATING...... THE GAMES..... AND WONDER IF HE IS THE RIGHT ONE...... BUT THEN I DO NOT WANT TO GET INVOLVED SO QUICK AFTER EVERYTHING I BEEN THROUGH.....
I JUST WANT TO HAVE SOME FUN......
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I AM WANTED......
OH BOY, THIS IS TO MUCH......
TILL NEXT TIME.......
Sunday, October 30, 2005
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Brin, baby baby...hold your head high, girl! You ARE the best and you deserve the best. Asshole EX and his slut will get whats coming to them. I hope the settlement is worked out. As for you and the hottie...try to take it slow. You are hurting and need time to heal. But WOW, i would love to hear that you have some hot awesome mindblowing sex. What a release!! LOL
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I'm glad you had a good time and didnt sit home moping. Even if this isnt the right guy, you know now that it is possible to feel all that stuff again and life will go on.... thinkin bout you....
ReplyDeleteJennifer
And his kisses!!!!!!! Yeah BRIN!!!!!!!! So cool. I'm so glad you had that night, it was perfect timing for you! I know you are still torn between your feelings, but you are so strong, and I am proud of my friend. Delaine
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I am happy the divorce is final. Dont worry about sorting everything else out. At least now, your free....as for mr. hottie - WOOHOO !!!! Way to go girlfriend. If anything just go have fun with him. Let him help you to forget the man that hurt you.
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WOOOO HOO brenda got some kisses and maybe sumpthin else you didin't add??? LOL D happy for you!
ReplyDeleteSo glad to read that you are divorced, hope all the rest of the details fall into place for you. The settlement part is the toughest. Now you are ready to go tackle the world. Good luck out there in the single world, sound like you are off to a fun start. Don't worry too much about if he is the right one, just think of him as this weeks someone, lol, then let whatever happend happen. Have fun girl!
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ps I like the music!
Wow..it's final...I hope you are doing okay...it sounds like you had fun going out and that's what you should be doing!!! Enjoy yourself again!! Take your time too...and just find out what YOU want.
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OH th waiting for judges man that stinks. It really stinks. they dont seem to care or listen. HOpe it all works out but sounds like you had a nice night. Please let us know if that guy calls. I really hope he calls soon. I know you hate waiting and sounds like you had such fun
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