I WOKE UP HEARING THIS SONG.......
BECAUSE OF YOU
BY: KELLY CLARKSON.......
It is VH1 #1 song for this week......
Plus she will be here in December, so close..........
I did not have a great childhood, and I did not have a good relationship with my mother. So this song really touches me.......
I know that my parents did not know better. They should have, but I know that no one is perfect. I made the same mistake and I still try not to make them. This song remembers me of that. I feel for the mother going through the things she is going throught, but then I feel for the little one wanting her mother......
That is what I think about now......
How my kids are feeling because I do not want them to go through what I have gone through. But then there are things that I can not protect them from........
I have to sit back and watch them go throught it.......
That is the hardest part.......
But I will always be here for my kids.......
I try to find my time to go through my feeling, the hurt, the pain and the crying.......
But in going through all this: I know that I am living......
I thank God for everything.......
I have so much, and he is always here. I have grown so much, and I have so many friend, and I have my family........
Well, off to start the day........
Till next time......
Sunday, November 27, 2005
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slow songs are too sad for me :o) D
ReplyDeleteyeah my parents were party animals then my mom got on drugs and there it was from down hill. They dont do that now but it did mess things up in my childhood. They partied with the cops and iron horsemen a biker gruop and my dad was a trucker so he was never home. I want my kdis to always remember family times so that is what we do.
ReplyDeleteOH yeah adn they fought a lot
ReplyDeleteAs a mom, you are always there, no matter what. As they grow older, their problems may change, but you'll always be mom, the one they come home to. As we know, we never stop wanting our mothers, even if they are not/can't be there for us. All you can do is make sure they know they can come to you for anything. My 27 year old son told me recently, "you know mom, no matter what I'm going through, or how I'm feeling, I can talk to you and it all seems better". That is the greatest compliment he could have ever given me. We teach and we teach, hoping that they will learn...they do :)
ReplyDeletexoxo ~Myra
2 weekends i was emailed this song and video..HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO? The video and song sent me into a hole, a black one....a depression that i hadnt felt in a long long time.....the whole weekend i was mute, in tears. This song was written for US ALL. This song is a killer, man. Hurts. So true. Awful. God help us and God help our parents who really messed up.
ReplyDeleteBrin, you WILL rise above it all and be a star....your soul and your heart are so pure and loving.
lisa jo