IT HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR ME.........
TRYING TO GO ON AND DEAL WITH KEEP IT TOGETHER. I AM FEELING EVERYTHING. I GET ANGRY AND THEN I GET SAD. THEN I AM SO TRIED......... I DO NOT WANT TO BE AROUND OR TALK TO MY FRIEND BECAUSE I FEAR OF WHAT I MIGHT SAY. I KNOW THAT THEY UNDERSTAND WHAT I GOING THROUGH BUT THEY HAVE NOT BEEN THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I AM LIVING DAY BY DAY. AND I MEAN DAY BY DAY......
I DO NOT EVEN KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO KEEP IT TOGETHER........ AND I AM STARTING TO WORRY.......
I KNOW I SAY I COULD ONLY DO WHAT I CAN. BUT I HAVE LITTLE'S TO THINK ABOUT...... OH MY, HOW MY LIFE IS NOW........ DUMB ASS ( YOU ALL KNOW WHO I AM TALK ABOUT).......
OH BY THE WAY, HE FOUND MY ADDRESS TO MY JOURNAL. SO HE IS READING MY WORDS.......... B*****
HERE COMES MY ANGER.....
PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR ME. I NEED THINGS TO COME TOGETHER FOR ME.........
TO BED.....
Wednesday, November 9, 2005
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you are in my prayers....
ReplyDeleteFather bless her give her peace. YES I have been there. IT can be lonely. AND yes jerks like him need to get alife and move on!!!!!
ReplyDeleteBrin, I hate when you sound like this ! I am praying to keep you strong. You will get thru this, you will. I am here for you.
ReplyDeleteEllen
Your ex is reading your journal? You may want to go private....i am so sorry sweet Brin that you feeling like this. I know the feeling. I was lost for a year after my divorce. LIFE SUCKED. But i came thru it, lost alot of weight, met Rick.....didnt really find myself but i came to realize HE was the loser, not me. Just like your ex. He is the loser...you are and always will be the winner.
ReplyDeleteLove, lj