MY X SENT ME THIS EMAIL:
Just so you know. I didn't find your address. You had emailed it to me a long time ago.(I DO NOT REMEMBER DO THAT.) But it was "OUR OLDEST" that found your address and has read most of what you have had to say. All you had to say was don't read it. I will stay away. You did tell a one sided story and I know your "friends" all think I am a jerk, asshole, bastard, and everything else that has been said. It's nothing new to me because it's things you would say to me anyway. You never knew who I was and you never will. I'm not pissed about it, it's just a matter of fact. But, keep in mind that "OUR OLDEST" has access to it too. Good luck and good bye.
I E-MAILED HIM:
That is how you see it, my feeling never matter to you. so WHATEVER.......... YOU ALWAYS DO WHAT "MY X" WANTS. and that what you will not see........ I did things to please you, thinking that you would love me, but no....... You never got me. So, You did what you have done, explains everything and why it has come to this........ Now, I have to move on and figure things out for me and my kids. as for "OUR OLDEST", she will see my feelings and what I have been going through........ Sad, she has to find out this way.......
SO MY OLDEST IS READING. I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. I HOPE YOU HAVE A MORE UNDERSTAND OF THINGS. I WISH WE COULD TALK MORE. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO JOIN US FOR THE MOVIE. I HOPE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND. AND I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. DAD SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT YOU FOUND MY JOURNAL, WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS READING IT. BUT I HAVE NOT SAID ANYTHING THAT I WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO HEAR. I WANT YOU TO KNOW EVERYTHING. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION OR WANT TO TALK. CALL ANY TIME.........
WHAT A JERK, HE DOES NOT TELL ME EVERYTHING. AND I HAVE THE PROBLEM, HUH.......... JERK........
What a jerk big time
ReplyDeleteDeb
Yep, he is a jerk. And he has no business reading your journal. YOU HEAR ME, DUDE, BETTER STAY AWAY!!!!!! There that made me feel better.
ReplyDeleteI wish the oldest would stop taking her dads side. There is no side, she belongs to both of you. Your momma is your momma, she loves you and raised you. There is no choice to be made, its ok to love both. Delaine
This is a comment for your daughter : You only have one mother, and her love is unconditional , dont let that slip away, i've seen it happen and its sad. No good will come of it. Make amends with your mom. Some day you might regret not having her around. Trust me.
ReplyDeleteEllen
Regardless of whether or not this guy is a jerk, your daughter should not have access to reading this. She does not need to know all these feelings you have...not good for her....and not the best way to improve your relationship. She needs her mom to protect her sometimes...and just be supportive of whatever it is she's going through. You have us...and I hope you don't take offense. This is just my opinion. Sorry you hurt so badly. Nancy
ReplyDeleteOH man My ex always made me think I was the crazy one the bad one. {{HUGS}}}}}}} If your oldest is reading this then your oldest needs to remember that there are things that go on between ex's that sometimes one can not keep bottled or they will be tormented. Everyone needs a release and this is yours.
ReplyDeleteYou don't really have to worry about your child reading this - they figure it all out on their own, anyway - mine did. Hang in there!! Rhonda
ReplyDeleteBottom line is this:
ReplyDeleteYour husband cheated on you. Unexcusable. If he wanted another woman he should have left you and waited until you were legally seperated and then cheat. You arent perfect, neither is he. I am sorry your oldest feels she cant be close to you but i know one thing for sure...you love this girll with all your soul.
I love you Brin, lisa jo