I have been doing some soul searching.................
I would like guy; who would be interested in me. One who would ask, How was my day ? What are my worries (not to help me out) but to be concern about me. One that will trust me and love me for who I am. To talk to everyday. One that will make me smile and laugh. I am sounding so selfish, huh.....
But I realize that I want that for him too..........
I want to know everything about him. To be there for him in every way that he needs me. To make him smile and laugh. To hear his worries and just be there for him.......
If I would find a man; who would give me that and give me more. I would give him my love.........
Do you think there is a man like that for me........
I know there is.... But will I find him this year. I know the year is almost over. HAHAHA....
I guess I could wish for next year......
Well......
This weekend I did attend a party. And Yes, I meet someone......
I guess that is why I am doing all that soul searching.....
He and I talked and talked and talked. It was very nice. "You know how much I like good conversations." For once I told myself that I would speak my mind. If he did not like what I said. Then it was not meant to be. But by the end, He told me that he like a girl that would say what she thought......
Figure that????
We did exchange phone numbers, and He called me yesterday......
He is interested in me, but it is to soon to know if this is the right guy. If he is my dream guy.......
He will be leaving for the holidays because he is originally from Washington. He is going to be with his family. So He will not be here for the holidays..... :(
But he did call me, that is a start.... Right.....
I will take it slow, and time will tell......
I am scared about things. My heart being broken again....
About what I will really find out about this guy. I guess about everything..... I can feel those butterflies in my stomach, and I know that is normal, but is this to soon????.......
Well, I will leave you with that.....
Till next time.....
Monday, December 19, 2005
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I am SO glad about this.. yes, take it slow. Cant wait untill he comes home.
ReplyDeleteEllen
OH it is scary dipping your toes even into the dating waters I hope hes the one
ReplyDeleteIs it too soon? I would first ask if you are divorced yet. If so, then you are free to allow yourself to "feel" again, and being YOURSELF is a great start!! If you are not yet divorced, then I would say it is not the time, until you are free. You need some time for you, to grieve the loss of your marriage, and to take stock of yourself, who you are, what you want. In this entry, you ask some great questions, you write what you want, and what you are looking for. Don't short change yourself again...ask for what you want, and don't settle for less. He is out there somewhere, of that I am sure. Take care...
ReplyDeletexoxo ~Myra
It is good to take it slow see what happens after he gets back:)
ReplyDeleteDeb
Nice to feel like this, huh? Enjoy it...one moment at a time!
ReplyDeleteNancy
I know that is not selfish to ask for Brin... you deserve it! Be yourself always! Oh boy those first few moments with butterflies and everything.... ohhhhh I'm jealous! ENJOY!
ReplyDeleteHugs with Love,
Kendra
Hey Brin, glad to hear you had a good time at the party. Glad you met someone that lets you know that your X isn't the only man in the world. In time my friend.
ReplyDeleteDid I tell you congratulations on the great grades?!?!?! Great job!!!!!!
Delaine