Thursday, December 8, 2005

           
                     

I have been stressing..........................

I have a final exam this morning and 2 final exams tomorrow. Thank God it is almost over......  but I have so many other worries that I finding myself not able to concentrated. Not Good for finals........
Yesterday, My son had a crown put on one of his molars. They gave him laughing gas and the usually medication to work on his tooth. I believe this is where I lost it somewhat. It gradually hit me.......

Then No Job, it is very hard to find work on your last week of school....... Understandable, but I have too.......

Then I see the ex around..........
Tuesday night, I was given 2 free tickets to The Nutcracker, and I took my baby girl. We were so happy to attend. We dress up (I wish I was able to take her out to dinner but could not) and were happy to attend this the first time ever.......
Well, Who shows up with who else.......
The ex and his girlfriend......
It turns out that her oldest was in the Nutcracker......  What dumb luck......
Our first Nutcracker event and her daughter was dancing........

Anyway, I am trying to hang in there, but last night I lost it.......
I will getting into that at later time. I need to go and shower and get dress. I hope that will help me.  Please keep saying prayers for me.......  I know this has to turn around for me.  SOON.......

Till next time......
   


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  1. AnonymousThursday, December 8, 2005 at 6:38:00 AM CST

    Try putting on some positive up beat music or peaceful music. Try keeping htat going all the time. read positive things and watch postitive movies and fun ones. Then yes take a hot bath and use candles and try to destress. Its just murphys law that this happens all at once. It all hits the fan. I KOW trying tofind a job is hard. YOU got your tests and all. I KNOW Its very hard to deal with. PLEASE take time for yourself. HUGS LOVE AND PRAYERS>

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  2. AnonymousThursday, December 8, 2005 at 8:56:00 AM CST

    My Sweet Brin....you are in my thoughts everyday baby. I am so damn sorry that the EX AND HIS SLUT are everywhere you turn. I cant imagine the pain, the memories. I hope you meet someone soon. If even just a male friend to talk to and lean on a bit. You do know how beautiful you are, right? You are. Stay strong and be proud..you are a wonderful mommy.
    i love you, lisa jo

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  3. AnonymousFriday, December 9, 2005 at 4:50:00 AM CST

    Brin, this will pass ! Stay strong,  I tell you that all the time. It sucks that your living so close to the Ex. I would hate that. But your a  better person than him.
    Dont forget.
    Ellen

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