This song has wonderful words................

I know Hillary Duff is to young (fairly new artist,) but this song 'Fly' does have good words. I will add the words at the end of my entry..........



I am upset; the day before yesterday, I have an argument with my ex.  He has plans for this weekend and would not be able to be with his kids.  He try to trade weekends with me, but I felt like I am the one having to adjust.  So I reasoned that if he was not going to be available for his kids then I was not going to adjust. Meaning: I would not trade with him.  He would choose to lose out time with his kids.  I will not accommodate with his schedule; he did not do that for me when I need help with the little man, so I will take care for myself and my kids.  I have notice that I have been doing that lately.......... 
I will not depend on him......... This is my life now........

I was planning on study for my final which are this coming week. I can not believe that the end of school is so near.......
I will have college credits...........
What an accomplishment, I feel so happy..... "Just the beginning"

I will have 5 weeks off till my spring semester. I am still looking for work, and I am trying not to worry. But I need to find something soon.......  Keep Praying for Me.........

I am still living and going on with my life.  Living day by day......

I did speak with my oldest yesterday......  It was so nice......
I hope she decide to come home for the weekend while dad is gone. (You are welcome anytime. We would love to have you here. We miss You......)
Christmas vacation for them is almost here too.  This year, the schedule is for my ex to have the kids for the Christmas Holidays. SAD.......  But my baby girl has told dad that she wants to spend Christmas day at home. So She will be with me....... I don't know about my other kids...... HARD......
I have not token the picture from the outside decorations.  I have not been turning on the lights because I do not want to have a high light bill, but I will turn them on on the weekends, and the weekend that dad has them. I will turn them on during the week. This is the only way I could afford to do. At least I put some decorations up plus there were alot of lights missing.  I believe my ex throw away a lot of lights from last year......... 
But I was still able to do somethings......
But I will take some pictures this weekend.....


OK.......
Now, The words.........
Fly Lyrics
by Hilary Duff

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And we're you're down and feel alone,
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

Any moment, everything can change.