I am missing my baby girl......
It has been hard. I am feeling low, but I know it had to come to this.....
I call her cell yesterday and left a voicemail.
But she did not return the call.
Which I did not except.
I did talk to the EX yesterday.
And he said that she was smiling and happy.
I told him that was good, but I was hurt.
He said also that she said living here was boring.
I do not know if he said that to get to me.
But I told him that she would lock herself in her room....
I try to get her to come out and be with us (my son and I).
This is too much.......
Something is always happening to me......
I am trying not to left this get me down....
I need to move on.......
Well, I am not up to writing much.....
I am tried. I am going to sleep........
Till next time.
Friday, January 6, 2006
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I am sooo sorry that you feel this way. I know it has to be hard. Kids do not realize what they put us through sometimes. She will see when she is older. I know you are sick of hearing that, and it does not help for today, but I hope it will get easier. It is not like she is gone forever, she will stay with mom also!!! She really should talk to someone though, she is confused right now, and understandably so. It just sounds like their father is playing games with their heads. Come to daddy's house it will be fun, no rules no "boyfriends" only girlfriends!!!! I don't know the whole situtation is rather agrevating to me. I feel like I know you, well at least this part of your life, and I know these situations put you between a rock and a hard spot. With no answers!!! I am so sorry you have to go through this!
ReplyDeleteDaniella
It has to be hard not to have one of your children living with you. Even if they are stuck in their rooms you at least KNOW they are there. She will realize soon enough that your home is where she should be, just give her time. Get some rest.
ReplyDeleteHugs and love,
Lisa
I am so sorry it will get better and your baby girl will want you soon
ReplyDeleteDeb
Brin, I am so sorry for all this pain your feeling. I know you'll get thru this. Your a strong women.
ReplyDeleteEllen
Keep your head up!
ReplyDeletehugs,
Kathi
Oh i am just sick for you. Truly. She needs to come home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI do NOT like your ex and i think this is a damn control thing for him.He has not shown much respect for the mother of his children or even any for his children by parading his girlfriend around as he has and now shes in his home. She wont be there long, Brin. Hold your head HIGH beautiful woman and dont let the asshole come after your son. If you have anyone, male or female, to talk to or hold on to, do it and dont feel guilty. If i could i would be there kicking someones ass....
i love you, lisa jo
i just dont know what he gets out of hurting you. you dont deserve this...seriously...i dont think anyone deserves this...sounds its like he enjoys seeing you hurt...have you thought of that? I know what your feeling...shari tries to say my son doesnt want to see me or talk to me on the phone.... We will overcome all this...hope you feel better tomorrow..
ReplyDeleteAndrew D.E.
I know all of this hurts Brin but they are not against you! [well maybe the ex's g/f]
ReplyDeleteThe kids will come around... you'll see... from a Mom who knows...
Hugs with Love Kendra