My baby girl called me tonight......
She had a band competition and made 6th chair. She called me to tell me the good news........ So Happy for her.....
I also told the EX that I was selling the house. Today was visitation with his son. So I had been think about it and wanted to tell him. To get over the shock.......
But he asked where I was moving... I first told him that was none of his business. But he told yes it is because of the kids.... So I told him I did not know; still looking into it.... He asked if I was think about move to the town next to us. I told him that I anything was up in the air... I am looking at all possibility. That I was tried of his girlfriend being around.... He told yes that I am see her and show her the bird.... I said 'What' and he said yes, did you not see her this morning and throw her the finger....
I did not..... I just laughed.... She thinks that.....
She must of run to him..... "Oh, I saw your EX and She showed me the bird..." OH MY......
But I left him hanging.... He brought this on me.... and He could just think about why.....
Now to change the subject........
Andrew has talked about online dating.....
Well, I am doing the same thing.... I have met a few men.... But I am not having luck on this.....
Now, Today I did get a wink from this guy that I have seen around town. I do not know what to think of him, but I heard good things about him....
I have met a guy name Thomas. Now, He is starting to make me uncomfortable..... He called me last night at 1:30 am. I was not happy and could not sleep after he called. He has beenout-of-state for work, but he made me feel like he is being a little possess. I am starting to let go od him... Talk to him less.....
This online dating is scary... I am trying to be careful, but I have net some nice guys..... some that nothing happens. There loss....
I am still scaried that my EX is reading my journal.....
I know he is not but I still wonder. He is still under my skin. I can not believe I am acting this way. I want to talk more freely but scaried. I know I should not, but I do.....
Well, Till next time.....
You are private so he can't read it
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I know what you mean about him still reading. But like Deb said, it's private dont worry. This guy called you at 1:30 am?? Thats a bit strange, right?
ReplyDeleteBe careful, I know you are, but I want to tell you anyway !!
Take Care
Ellen
My friend did the online dating thing and it scared me to death, you never know who you are meeting at the other end. I am sure you have heard this before but "love will find you, you do not have to look for it" You are a beautiful inteligent woman, you have nothing to worry about Mr. Right will come around the corner. Maybe 1 month or even 2 years from now. It will happen. You will not be alone. Have your fun with the local people you are meeting, go out and enjoy yourself!!! I know it has got to be a whole new world out there for you since you were married for so many years and now you are forced back into the dating sene!!! Hey talking is fun with these people online you are meeting but I do not recommend meeting them for real!!! That is just me I am a nervous nelly and always think the worse of these types of situations. Good luck!
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