OK.......

Sorry I have been busy with so much....
And today was not a good day.

Now, The date was great.......

He was a true gentlemen. He opened the door for me and pulled my chair. He was a sweetheart. He has beautiful hazel eyes and this wonderful smile. He was nerve because he said that he felt under dress compared to me. I told him that he looked nice. He was casual. I was wearing black jeans and a pretty top with heels. So I was not dressed up to much.... but I wanted to wear my favorite blouse. He was in a polo shirt and blue jeans. So I could see why he felt that way, but I tried to put him at ease. We ate lunch and then when for a walk by the water. It was a beautiful day for a walk. He did tell me that he had a great time and wanted to see me again.

Now, I was getting worried yesterday night because he did not call me till 8:30 pm. I was starting to think that maybe he did not like me. I can not really put my finger or explain why, but something is there. I guess what I feel is that he is holding back. Not to sure of what.....

But we will see what happens......

Now, tonight..... and I will explain everything.

My EX came over because of it his visitation with his son. Well when he dropped him off. He told me that the paperwork for the child support has not gone through, and he was going to give me a check for the child support. Like last month, I signed a paper saying that the check was for the child support. The different for this month was that he was only paying for one child because Sabrina has moved in with him. The child support for 1 child will not pay the mortgage, so I pleaded with him to keep the amount the same till I could sell the house, and I would pay him back once the house sold. He said that since he has other mouth to feed, and he has bills to pay. He could not help me. I pleaded and pleaded. I told him this was his doing and I needed help. He turned it on me and told me that it was all my doing. I made him leave me, and Brenda Lee left me, and now Sabrina has left me. He said, 'Do you not see a pattern. He point to DJ and said that if he was able to choose that he would choose to move in with dad. I was pissed. I told him that he was the one who had the affair and left and divorce me, but no he kept saying it was my doing. He even said that Brenda Lee passed by the house last night and saw my boyfriends car parked near the house. I told him that I was able to move on. At least I am divorce and moving on. Then I told him that he is being with a girl who is not even divorce and has them around my girl. What moral value are you teaching them. He said that they (the girls) like her.  He was being a big time jerk. I then told him that he should talk with Brenda Lee if she was having sex. Then I told him while I was walking back into the house that he should put Brenda Lee on the pill.....  I should have not said that. But I was angry....

Now, I am going to put the house on the market tomorrow.....

Well, I need to get to sleep....

Till next time.....