School starts for me tomorrow......
Back to the books... I can not believe that I will be trying to sell my house while I am in school, but I have too......
also... after the house is sold, the moving...
oh by the way, my EX told me yesterday that when I need help to move to call on him. He would help out... Yesterday, We moved out my baby girl (Sabrina) stuff to dad's apartment. Her room is empty now.... SAD. Only a BED for her to sleep on visitations....
Well, this weekend we had an argument, and I had one with Brenda Lee too.... So My weekend was not great except I did have phone conversation with Weldon..... (the online date, My Wednesday lunch date). Sabrina was twisting my words. She even said something that Brenda Lee would have said. So, Brenda Lee is influencing her, and Now Sabrina is treating me like Brenda Lee would. Now, Brenda Lee came knocking and ringing the doorbell on Saturday night at 9:30 at night. She was knocking hard, and I had my son (DJ) asleep...... She needed to go to bathroom, and I was the closes house she knew to go. I got after her.... and she told me that she would never brother me again and tried to leave. I stopped her and had a talk with her. But she told me that she did not need to tell me anything. That dad knew where she was, and I could tell her anything then left.... I tried to stop her and talk to her again. I had retainers in my mouth that I sleep with and was not able to call her. She told me when I learn her name will I be able to talk to her. And she left..... I was left standing at the sidewalk dumb stucked....
I had talk to the EX yesterday about that, and he said that he did not like how she treated me. She had no right to talk to me that way and that he was going to talk to her.... At least he sees how the girls are treating me....
I did also ask him about Brenda Lee reading my email. He said that she read and deleted the email. He asked her about it, And she said that it was the same old things....
I copy and pasted the email and send it to him, so he could see what I wrote to her. I told him that she is to angry and will not see it different.
The more I try, the more I push her away.....
I guess no one will understand..
I do because I did the something to my mother....
I told the EX that, and he asked what happen to me. I told him that I turned to him..... and he said Brenda Lee has Tim now... So we will see what happens. This is her life and she is in control of it... What ever happens to it....
THIS IS HARD.... I just want to shake her out of this...
Well, till next time.....
I am so sorry for all this. She will come around , She will regret how she is treating you. I pray for that.
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Brin i am so sorry but one day she will regret it and come running back to you. give it time and by all means don't let her talk to you like that, you are the grownup not her she needs a reality check big time.:) Praying for you
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im sorry but she needs to learn that she is the damn child and you are the parent and she needs to stay in that place soon she started showing signs of being rebellious you should have put your foot down and put it down HARD! and she should be ashamed of her self trying to get her lil sister to feel the way she feels its not right but she will learn in the future you did the right thing let her go sooner or later when she makes big mistake and her life goes tumbling like jack and jill she is going to need momma and then you will be there to catch her when she falls. trust me she is going to learn eventually it may not be now but sooner or later she will come running back.
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