What a weekend..................
I went out Friday and Saturday night. Which I am glad. I needed that.... After everything that had happen....
I missed my baby girl and my son....
But I also was making some hard decisions.....
I have decided to sell my house.....
I have been going over the pros and cons, but I do believe this is the right move for me.....
I am starting to prepare the house for the sell and I started to look for an apartment.
I found this lovely apartment.... Beautiful.. They are brand new, they just finish the first sections. I fell in love with it.....
The one thing that I love so much is that they are gated. You need a code or key card to get in......
So the EX will not be able to do any drive bys.....
NICE, HUH........
But it has a huge swimming pool, hot tub, 24 hour exercise room and a party room. Plus the membership for the country club (which is near by) will be included. That is nice......
A whole new life for me and my son......
Now, first I need to sell my house....
Anyone interested? Just kidding,hahahaha........
I had a talk with my baby girl today. She told me that she wants to stay with her dad, which I knew that is why I decided to sell the house....
It was hard, but I told her that I wanted her to be happy. I was sorry that she is not going to be here with us. But I wanted her to be where she will be happy and smiling. She did tell me that she wants to do the visitations. She was not going to be like her oldest (She still does not want to see me.) But I did find out that my oldest has a college boyfriend today...... Mind you all she is a junior in high school....
So this is how my EX is raising them..... I believe he know about it because he told me about this guy who called her on New Year Eve. But was going to party with his friends.... My EX told me that he try to talk to her to let her know that he might not be into her because he did not want to spend the time with her, in stead he went with his friends.... I just do not get it.... Anyway she is not my problem. She does not want me and my EX is taking care of her... It is his problem.... SAD.....
When we were married. He was more strict, now he is not.... Wonder why.....
He emailed me today......
Which I did not respond. He told me he was not going to help me out anymore because I did not help him out today. Which I was not surprise. And just went on and on and on.....
But I did notice that some words he was using are words that he never used before.... So I believe that the girlfriend is influence him. I could see it now... How he has lost it..... He can not think for himself.... Stupid...
He also told me that he will not be paying for the cable/internet anymore for me. He was paying for it because my baby girl was here and he wanted it for her. Which I am not surprise that he was going to do that.....
But he wanted to rub it in my face because I did not help him out.... Whatever, huh......
So I will not be able to do an entry. Only at work when I can..... I will have to check on the date that my cable/internet is paid up till. Then things will change until I am able to offer it.....
More changes..... My life is a roller coaster ride....
What fun.......
Well, I am sleep... Need some shut eye....
I know there is more to be said... But...
Till next time......
Sunday, January 8, 2006
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Thats what you need a change:) have a good Monday
ReplyDeleteDeb
Your ex is an asshole. This woman he is living with must be feeling very smug. Now two of your three kids are under her roof. Wel, the hard fall that is coming is gonna hurt her and him badly and your shining star will still be there. I feel that your youngest daughter will be back. Wait and see. This move sounds AWESOME. AWESOME. Maybe in the move you are going to find a new LOVING man who will show you what we all tell you..that you are beautiful and loving. Trust me when i say in the end, the ex is going to get whats coming to him.
ReplyDeleteLOVE, lisa
Geesh, sound like he's a bit manipulative. Sorry to hear about the lost cable/internet coming up, but keep in touch and let us know if/when you move. The place you described sounds great. And I like the fact of no drive by's, hahaha, thats definately a positive thing, plus all the ammenities offered. Hope it all works out for you!
ReplyDeleteLisa
Here is a link to my private J:
He still just wants to hurt you. Try not to let him. I think selling and moving is the best idea. Start over, even if its just with your son. Good move.
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Ellen
I don't blame you for wanting to sell your home. Have a fresh start which is always a good thing! You will love the new place, no more worrying about having to make a mortgage payment hanging over your head! PHEW! Hopefully your home will sell quickly. I will keep my fingers crossed for you. And, unfortunately, yes, when the husband gets a girlfriend you see an entirely new side of them which is most likely the girlfriend's influence and words.
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Lisa
Selling y our house must have been a hard decision, but moving to a new place will also give you peace, and the feeling of a fresh start. Keep the lines of communication open with your daughter, she is torn, and doesn't know what to do. Let her know that you will always be there for her...I think she will eventually come around. She also sees that dad is much more lenient than mom, and kids want that freedom even if its not good for them. Keep in touch~
ReplyDeletexoxo ~Myra
change is good sweetheart and things will get better everything happens for a reason let go of all the bad and lookforward to goodness :)
ReplyDeleteIt must have taken some hard thinking, but it sounds as if selling your house will be a positive change for you. Frankly, it sounds lovely! Pennie
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