Things are just going........

 

I did finally talk to Manny last night. No major excuse as to why he ignored me all weekend.

You see he was dating this girl last year; who ended with him to be with one of his friends. Well, his friend and this girl were in an accident that killed them both on New Year's Eve. She had 3 kids that Manny talks too. Well he made plans to take them out to lunch because they did good grades on their report cards.  That was on Sat.; He said that it affected him; he became sad, and wanted to be alone the rest of the weekend. I told him that I was still upset, but I understood. I told him though that if this is how he treats his friend that I did not want to be even his friend. I let him have it......  

 Well, He called me this morning, and I was down the street from his apartment. I was putting the deposit for the apartment. Yes, It is down the street from his apartment, but the office was not open and would not open until another 30 minutes, so I went to his place.

BUT....... I let him have it again. I set him straight. I told him that I was still upset with him. He tried to explain again. I told him again that if this is how he treats his friends then I do not want to be his friend. I told him I will not be treated this way. Life is to short and I have been though so much. I told him I wish that he would have open up to me. I would love to help him out. I told him I have been though depression and now a divorce. I know how rock bottom things could look. I know how to change, and how hard it could be....

I did tell him that I am still deal with stuff, but that is life. It is how you deal with it and not closing out your friends or family. He said his father has been on his case too. I left him to think about it. The ball is in his court. Let's see what he does with it.......  

I have not heard from Weldon. I did talk to him yesterday and saw him when I was walking with my friend Pat. He waved hello and we start laughing like teenage girls, too funny....... But he has not called me this morning. I will see about tonight...... 
I just do not know what to think about Weldon......  

I am getting so excited about my new life. The new cite I will be moving into. The new people I will meet. And just excited about everything.......  Dealing with these guys..... Does that sound bad...... guys......
I feel like such a PLAYER......  But then I have heard and been told not too......
I am DATING..........  But it is hard to figure this out.......

I am having fun. It feels nice to be told that I am beautiful, to be kissed, to be hold, to be with someone.......  Yes, I am feeling lonely......  I just have a big heart, and I want to share it......  

 Well, I better go and do some work...... hahaha......
Till next time.....