My son is doing better...............
He did cry today at school when I was dropping him off, but he was smiling and laughing when I picked him up.....
So I think he is adjusting.......
He did have this weekend to be with dad so that helped. He spent time with him.......
As for me, I am going with the flow.....
I kept busy this weekend. I am still trying to finish with the apartment. But I am picky with things.....
I did find a comforter set for my bed....
and I have been looking for one for about 2 weeks......
So yes, I am picky.......
I am still trying to finish shopping as soon as I do I will take picture and post them.......
I am feeling really lonely......
I will not get into details, but I am ashame of how I been acting......
I know I have to deal with this....
But I just hate that I am sleeping alone......
I do not have someone to hold me. To love me......
I know with time things get better, but I hate this....
I still blame myself for a lot of things, and I should not. But the bottom line is that I want 'Mr. Right'......
I am a good person; I have a good head on my shoulders.
I have so much to give; why can I not find that person to share it with.......
Enough of this, I need some sleep......
Till next time....
Monday, April 3, 2006
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All that back and forth between you and his father is whats making him act like that or either he is just spoiled and i know what you mean about love but it takes time you have to go and explore new scenarys and try new things its a big world the love of your life aint just gonna ring your door bell :)
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Brin, good things come to those who wait !!
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Ellen
I am so glad your son is better:) it will take time, my son went through the same stage. being afraid of being alone. wanted me or his dad or grandparents with him at all times. he grew out of it.:) hang in there can't wait to see the new place:)
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You are a good person, and you do have alot to offer but "ROME WAS NOT BUILT OVERNIGHT" it takes time. I know you don't want to hear that but good love takes time!!! It will happen, until then you will have to deal with sleeping by yourself, until then you will be doing things on your own. You have come so far don't start getting down on yourself now. Men don't solve everything!!! Just look at the ex, what good is he now, he is no good for you!! He is a man, he did not solve all of yoru problems, heck you did!!!! He left and look at your success!! So it does not take a man to live or to feel whole. Yes companionship is awesome but unfotioinatly to find the right one takes time!!! It will happen when you least expect it!!! SO SMILE!
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