Sunday, April 23, 2006


Weldon never called................

I did call him on Friday to tell him I felt bad.  He could not talk, so I told him will talk later.  Well I called him that night, and he did not answer.  He did not called all weekend.  So It is over between us.........

I could not get him off my mind all weekend.........
I went to visit my mother on Friday night.  Saturday morning, DJ and I had haircut appointment, and the afternoon, I went to the school library.  While Thelma's daughter babysat DJ. And the evening, I went out to eat with Thelma and Amy.  Sabrina or Brenda Lee did not come over this weekend.  So I kept busy.  This morning I colored and highlighted my hair. Then I token DJ to the park and the book store.  The book store has a cafe, so I had a cafe mocha...  I have been wanting one for so long, so yummy......

But I try to keep busy to keep my mind off of Weldon......  Which I didn't.......
But it did give me time to think about everything. 
I will not stand to be treated this way. 
So the way I see it; It is his loss........
But I am noticing how all the men I have been dating are........

not worth it.......
What am I doing wrong.......

I think I will hold off on dating......
at least for a while.......

Well, I need to get to bed....
Till next time.....
   



4 comments:

  1. im sorry things didnt go great with weldon dont give up.

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  2. You have not done anything wrong....you just havent met the right man. I know this doesnt help but i know EXACTLY how you are feeling. You need time to be able to see that Weldon just isnt worth your sadness and thoughts. I dont understand him but i bet he does this with women all the time....there IS a reason he is divorced. You deserve SO much better Brin. Believe that.
    XO love,lisa

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  3. Like Lisa Jo said, you did nothing wrong. Just take a break, and when it happens it happens.....

    Hugs,
    Ellen

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  4. honey, don't call him again.  let it go.  i'm so sorry you were hurt.  all men aren't the same, really, they're not.  you are not ready yet is all.  when you are the right one will come along and you won't have this constant doubt and insecurity about where the relationship is going...hang in there....divorce is such a difficult time, so stressful and scary (I've been there and 2.5 years of dating duds before dating my now-husband!), just give yourself time to grieve, learn more about yourself and what you want, spend time with your son....the right guy will come along,I promise you that.  you're a beautiful lady with alot to offer, don't lose sight of that.    

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