I talked to Brenda Lee......

Tuesday afternoon, I called Brenda Lee and told her that dad had told me about what is going on.  I asked her if she could talk, and she could not because she had a friend over.  I told her that I need to talk to her before I had to pick up DJ from day care.  So I did all the talking.  I told her that I was not upset with her.  I told her that I felt like she might not be gay and this might be a time of her exploring.  I told her that if it turns out that she is gay, that I will always be here for her.  I love her and she will always be my daughter.  I told her I need to know if she has had sex with a guy. (because she has had boyfriends) and she said no and that things with her girlfriend have not gone far.

So I know that she is exploring.......
I then told her that I was young than her when I have my first sexual experience and that made my life difficult.  I told her that I hope when she does have sex with a boy or girl that she has thought thing though.  It should be a beautiful experience and when you are ready.   I told her that if she ever needed to talk or had a question; I hope she would come to me, and that I will always be here for her.
There was a lot that was said, but I ended with.  I hope I did not say anything to offend you.  I love you.

So now to sit back and wait.....



OH MY.... Yesterday was a day.......

I have a blind date.......  Nervous......
You see my friend Melinda told me about this guy and has been trying to get us together.  But time was not on our side, I was busy or he was.   Well, Tuesday I had lunch with Melinda and asked her about Jessie.  She told me that she would call him, but she need my cell. (I should have know she was up to something. I'll explain in a while.)  But he was busy and told her that he would call her back.  And this is what I found out..........
He did not call her back till Wednesday morning at her work place.  She told him  that he had my cell # to give me a call.  He asked her if I would mind him calling me.  She told him to act like he was looking for me and take it from there.
Well, what did he do he called.......
I like that; it shows that he has guts.....

He acted like he was looking for Melinda, and I told him that this is Brenda.  Melinda was using my phone yesterday, and he could call Melinda at her workplace.  He then said, "Oh this is Brenda. So How are you doing?"  and that started our conversation.  He asked what I like to do for fun.  Where I like to eat? and so forth......
It was a nice conversation..... 

But we made plans to get together on Friday.....
Afterwards I remember that the girls are going to have a Band concert on Friday at 7 pm.  He is to call me Friday afternoon to set more specific plans, so I will see if he will still make plans for a late dinner, and he likes to play pool.  Maybe he will not mind the time......
But I am excited.....  A date.......



Oh guess who I saw yesterday...........

The girlfriend.......  Yes, she was going into Wal-Mart beauty salon while Thelma and I were leaving to the parking lot.  So Thelma saw her....
Thelma kept staring at her and was saying, "David left you for that."  I kept shaking my head at her.......
She said she looks (and sorry if offend anyone) white trash.......
It was funny because she quickly went into the salon once she saw me.  Thelma and I stood outside of the salon look in to see her.  She gave us her back, she would not turn around to see us.  Well, she had to go back to her car for some reason and had to turn and look at us.  I said hello to her and introduce her to Thelma.  But she kept smiling and looking at me strangely.  Made me question if she was Katy.  So I asked questioningly, "Katy?"  and she said yes.  It was strange but that is her.  I could tell she was nervous.  I was like 'whatever'.  but she asked how I was doing.  Like she did not know......
I told her good, just working....  Well, she cut me off and said she needed to go and left hopping in from of us....
Her juggling but was in front of us while she ran outside to her car.  I told Thelma, oh my I do not need to see that....
Well, Thelma has this shock look on her face when I turn to look at her.  I asked her what....  She said, "Brenda, she looks pregnant."  So we are walking to the parking lot and see her get into the car and was heading back in.  And yes, she has a tummy.  I looked at Thelma like that would not pass me that that is her intentions......

I was pissed.  I told Thelma that I was going to call my ex.  So I called my ex.......
I flat out asked, "Is Katy pregnant."  He said no. I told him I saw Katy at Wal-Mart and she looks pregnant.  He said that they have talk about it, but no she is not pregnant.  I said I would not pass her that this is her intentions.  He said no, they have talk about it, but something about how they can not; hinting to money problems.  So I told him, Opps, sorry then.  He said yes, that is not nice to say.....  I told him not to say anything, but I do believe he is going to say something.....
Too funny......



Well that was my yesterday....   I hope today will be better....
DJ has a program at the day care....  He has been singing songs at home.  Too cute.......

I wish I knew how to put movie clips on here....  I am planning to take some with my camera.  OH dad will not be able to go tonight.  It is his weekday visitation, but he said something else came up, plus this is his weekend, I will see him on Friday......

It made me think about what he said when I told him that I want to move to Austin.....  He asked about DJ, his visitation with him.  I told him to look at the divorce decree.  It lays it out......  But he can't make it to his program and he lives here.   How will it be when I move to Austin.....

I am not sure I wrote about that.....
but once I graduate from college.  I want to move to Austin, Texas.....  I want to get my bachelor degree; UT: Hook 'em Horns.....

Well I better get to work....
Till next time.....