It is 9:00 a.m. and I am at work.......................

I am still trying to wake up.  I was up last night passed midnight.  Oh Thanks, Delaine for our talk......
So I am trying to wake up......  I have finished my first cup of coffee and still half awake.

But I am still laughing inside......
Last night I told Delaine that My Ex gave me some news last week which I have not mention it on here....  or have I.

But he told me that his girlfriend and he are going to buy a house together.......

I guess he thought I was going to react different, but all I did was smile from ear to ear.  Then I told him that I was leaving for Austin for the weekend.  He was shocked....  I laugh now...... and still laughing.....

But last night I told Delaine that the way I see this is......

I have my time, my freedom, my own apartment, dating, my life......  and She has my Ex (LOL, LOL.....)

OH MY....... TOO FUNNY.......

I was thinking....  it is about to be 6 months since the divorce was granted.  Man, time does fly......
I look back and realize how things change, what I was doing a year ago, where I am in life, what I am planning for my life.  It gives my butterfly in my stomach, but I am excited about everything.   I am happy......  I would have not believe that a year ago....  It was hard, but I see things so clearly now.

 

 

 

Oh I have tell you who called me yesterday......

Weldon.....  But.....
He called because he found some letters that my oldest, Brenda Lee wrote to his oldest, Megan.

Now, I do not think that anything is happening, but Weldon is the one who read the letters.

He found this letters in Megan's room just lay around.  They start off my saying, "Hello my love,"  Now, I spoke with Thelma and she said that high school girls are talking that way.  She did write that she misses her and Weldon said that she is going to Megan's games.  Well, he just mention one game that he noticed.

Now, I can't remember if I wrote that Weldon's Ex wife is gay.  That is why they divorce.  Well, I asked him how he felt about that.  He said that he was fine with it, but I think he has a problem with it.  That is why I said that he had issue.  And I could tell that he is still dealing with this issue, so he is thinking now that his girl is too.  I know he has a problem with it.  We started talking, but I was at work, and I could not talk to much.  But I could tell that he wanted to talk.  I wonder if he trying to reach out.  I did get the feeling like he called to tell me about this but his excuse to call me and check up on me.  So when I told him that I could not talk, and I would call him. And when I called him back.  I kept it short.....  I think if he wants to start something back up with me.  He needs to do it correctly not an excuse to call me.  So will see......

As for Brenda Lee, I am still think about it.  If she is gay, then she is.  She is my daughter and I will still love her.  I love her so much....  I miss her so much....
She will be with me this weekend.......  I am so happy.....
I went out yesterday to buy an air mattress, so Brenda Lee would have someplace to sleep.  She plans to come over for weekend.  So my first weekend with all the kids.....  OH MY.....  I can not even remember when was the last time we were all together......

 

 

Now to Michael.........
I have not mention him because he is my friend with benefits....  LOL.......
Yes, he is, but there is more to this......

I know his parents, and I am having trouble with that.  I could be his mother.  He is 25 years old, in fact he will be 26 on the 15th; almost 10 years differences.....  OH MY....  What am I doing.....  but I have notice that I am attracted to the young ones.....
Boy, he has a body.......  I am still dreaming about him.....  LOL......

So when I went up to meet him, which he lives with his brother.  I did not want him to find out about us.  Anyway, We had a great time........
But I am daydreaming which I am glad that finals are over....  because I could not concentrate but now I could daydream all I want.......  Which I am...... LOL.....

Well, I guess that is all for now......

Till the next drama.....