I went out last night.............
As soon as I got off of work at 4:30 pm. I went over to my friend's work, Melinda. I want to talk to her to go out and have happy hour with me. She said, 'No. Wait till tomorrow. We'll go out."
I told her I need to hit happy hour with the week I had.........
So I went by myself........
I remember that they were having an Art Festive by the place I usually go. I found this person 'Toni;' who does beautiful portraits with charcoal or acrylic. So beautiful..... She has an eye for color and line movement...... Look at me, sounding like I know about art. I could see that thought........ But I want for her to do my portrait. I just need to find a picture..........
Well, I had a Mexican Martini and an appetizer, and I talked to my friend, Terry, the bartender. He was doing good. It had been awhile that I had talked to him. After my drink and food, I went next door. It was packed because Kris Kristofferson was going to play. It was sold out weeks ago, and ticket were going for $50, man......... But I did want to check things out......
As I did; I saw Leslie...........
Do you remember Leslie. My last party at my house with all my girlfriends.................
Leslie's boyfriend made a move on my friend Susan back in December, and Susan decide to tell Leslie about it even though it had been a month ago........
Well, we caught up and ended up hanging out with her. We sat and chat and drank when her friend, Jim, called. He invited us over, so we went........
Now, Jim is gay..... and he has a body....... He has been on Playgirl that is how good his body is........
I sat and chat with Leslie and Jim..........
It is so true about how your friend are good therapy........
Talking with Leslie helped me work things out in my head. She told me that I have a great way of dealing with things, and things will get better. Leslie is divorce; I am not sure how many years it has been, so she knows what I am going through.
But I talk to Jim about Brenda Lee. He thinks she is gay...... Which I figure that, but I know dad will have a problem. I am surprise that things have not gotten worse with them, but then I do not hear everything about my girls.
So I figure I need to find a therapist or visit my friend Leslie more often...... it was so good for my soul.
But after a while my friend, Susan, called me. She was out with the boyfriend and wanted me to meet them, so I could meet him. I did go...... they were in the area I was earlier, plus she found her favorite band playing........
We had a great time......... I did finally get her on the dance floor. Her boyfriend would not dance with her, so I did.....
TONIGHT......
Melinda wants to go to Aransas Pass. They are have a festival, and a favorite group is playing. But I know she does not want to travel; it is a 15-20 minute drive from Corpus. I talk her into it.......
Well, I just got off the phone with my other friend, Jessie. He is going to Austin. Austin is having a biker's rally at 6th Street; another festival. So what to do.....
Aransas Pass or Austin?????????
I just heard this song on the radio......
and I have the cd; another Rascal Flatts song.........
It is the perfect song to send to my EX....... hehehe...
The only part that I do not agree with the song is:
"They'll never allow me to change"
You are able to change.......
Here are the lyrics:
I'm Movin' On
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm Movin' On
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm Movin' On
Chorus
I'm Movin' On
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in eveyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm Movin' On
I'm Movin' On
I'm Movin' On
I'm Movin' On
Till next time......



Wow what a social life you have !!! Good for you. Go have fun.
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Ellen
I am so happy you had a good time out!!! So your friend thinks Brenda Lee is not going through a stage huh? Well she is still teh same person in the end so ya can't love her any different!!! Thank goodness today's society is much more accepting, I have gay friends and honestly I don't even think about the fact they are gay they are just my friends and that is that. Well dad he is just going to have to deal with it...and that is that...
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