Boy, it was nice to see my grandparents and uncles and aunts.  I can not believe that a week ago; I was in Amarillo.

                         

O.K........

Picture No. 5: that is the one of my mom and brothers and sister.  I was around 10 years old. My mother was around 29 years old.  She was skinny at that time.  I wish she was like that right now because of her health.  My mom has diabetes and high blood pressure.  She is taking pills for her diabetes.  She is over-overweight, and I worry about her.

              

Picture No. 17: The dress........
It is very low cut, but I love it......... 
I just feel so sexy in it, hehehe.......

Picture No. 19: Harley Davidson.....
Yes, I went riding with Tommy again.  Nice........

Picture No. 22: Ricky......
Oh My, big mistake......  but he was cute.
Judy was dancing with him first.  Late, he asked to dance with me, and it was hip-hop.  Yes, Cowboys would play hip-hop now and then.  But I made the mistake of dancing to close to him; if you know what I mean.  Dirty Dancing; remember that movie....  I fell in love with Patrick Swayze.  He knew how to move those hips. 
Well, Ricky did too....  He did say something on the dance floor that throw me for a loop.  He said that he almost came on the dance floor, hehehe.......  It was hot......
But he was too strange because later that night he said something else that I was shocked that he even said that.
You see; after our dirty dancing.  He sticked to me like glue.  I know after that dancing......
But he would asked if we could go somewhere to talk or do something else.  I kept asking him what he had in mind.  He didn't......  But later, he comment: Let's go and throw your legs up in the air.  Yes, he did.......
By this time I had to much to drink because I was not driving.  Tommy was so I planned to have a good time, but I was not able to respond to that comment.  The red flags came up, and I made sure I was not alone with him.  He did ask Judy and Tommy to leave Cowboys and do something.  I looked at Judy and was shaking my head 'No'.  We left Cowboys that night, but I forgot about what he said till the next morning.  Driving home that night, I did tell Judy and Tommy that I did not feel comfortable with him, but like I said I did not remember what he said till next morning.

So next time I decide to dirty dance with someone.  It will be someone I know........  Lesson Learned.......

              

Picture No. 23: Policeman......
Leaving Cowboys; Judy saw this Policeman.  She goes up to him and ask to take a picture with her.  He said yes, but she stands next to him then she steps back to check out his ass then she said, "Hum, hummmmmm......"  The policeman smiles.  Then Judy grabs his face and licks, Yes, lick his face, so that is what she is doing there..... LOL.......  too funny.  Once in the car, I tell her that we are luck that we did not get arrested, but you could tell that she made his night....... LOL.......
I had too much fun.........

               

Picture No. 32: the sidewalk judge at Grapevine.......
I was playing around.......

Picture No. 37: D' Vine Wine.........
We did wine tasting.  It was 3 taste for $5, so we decide to do different one and at the end of our tasting.  We have 9 different wine tasting.  Nice.......  by the end we had a glass of wine; all together.  I did bring back a bottle of the wine I like the most.  Midnight Merlot.  I was waiting for my aunt Liz and uncle Roy to arrive to pick me up.  Well, whenthey got there.  They decide to get a glass of wine, and I joined them so an other glass for me.  Then I arrive at my aunts house, and she fixes me a drink.  My favorite drink, Whiskey sours, by the end of the night, I had 3 whiskey sours.  I had fun on my mini-vacation, but I was not driving, so I drank......

                    

Picture No. 42:  My kids.......
I did get with my kids that Monday I was back in town.  I made dinner and invited them over.  It was nice.......
But they did not talk that much.  I did show them the pictures I took and gave them the gifts I brought for them.  It was nice that they did come over after the way they acted to me the last time.  One of these days, I will need to talk to them about that and other things.

My ex did call me yesterday to talk about the kids.  He told me something that has me so worried.  Brenda Lee woke him up yesterday morning at 4 am.  Apparently, the girls had been up all night and were arguing.  So Brenda Lee finally woke my ex and told him what was happening.  Brenda Lee received a phone call from a friend of hers and Sabrina.  He called to tell her that he reads her 'myspace.com site' and he was worried about what he read in there.  He told her that Sabrina wrote that when she was living with me that she cut herself once.  She did it on purpose.  My ex did talk to her, and she said that she has not done it anymore.  She wanted to feel pain and for me to see it which I did not even.  I did not notice; I feel bad that I did not even notice.  But I did tell my ex that I want her to see the therapist, so I set up our appointment.  They want to see the parents first before they see the child, so they get a picture of what we think is going on with the child.

The way I see it:  She tryed this about a year ago and she does see that it hurt bad.  So I believe she will not try this again, but on the other hand.  She is talk about it and why.

Well, I better go, need to do some work.....
Till next time.....