I called DJ yesterday at the wrong time.  He was watching Monster, Inc. and did not want to talk to me.  I asked David what he was going to do.  DJ did get on the phone, but he yelled, "Goodbye" and gave the phone to David.  I asked him again David what he was going to do, and he said that he was going to pause the movie.  Well, DJ had a fit.  He would get on the phone and would yelled goodbye.  I tryed to talk to him.  I told him that he was not being nice and not to talk to mommy that way.  David would tell DJ, that he was going to turn off the movie and put him to bed.  He did finally talked to me.  But I kept it short, so he could go back to see the movie. 

David did asked me when I was going to see DJ again.  I told him that Thelma schedule is difficult, but I am trying to get her to make sometime.  I do want to see him, but Thelma has a life too.  This is his doing, and in some way, I am holding back, so he could see how it is to have DJ 24/7 or just about.  I do miss my son, but only to see him with supervise visitations; this is so wrong.  He did this, so now he needs to deal with it.  Maybe after this, he will have some respect for what I go through with DJ.  Which I am not complaining.  I am his mother, and I know every mother would agree that we put them first or I do.  This are wonderful time and delicate times to raise your child.

I am brought a spot on the football program for Brenda Lee.  This pass weekend I was going through my photo albums which was very hard for me.  I was glad that Thelma was there with me.  I would look at the picture and remember the times.  What a life that was to what is going on now.  I miss my girls so much.  I did talk to my girls on Sunday for a while.  I was glad that they talked to me.  I am worry about Sabrina because she sounded sad.  She said that she had a headache, so it might be that but will check on her from time to time.  I did called them yesterday and left voice mail.  Brenda Lee was the only one who return my call back.  I was glad.  I am going to see if they will come over this weekend.

Justin did call me yesterday.  He is dealing with things too, but I could see thatwe will stay friends.  He did call me beautiful when he called.  He is so sweet to me, and I have my feelings for him, and he does too.  So what to do with this........
ONE DAY AT A TIME, HUH........

Well, till next time..........