I was up at 5:40 this morning, and I tossed and turned; I am so tried.......

I need to add this the last entry.  Apparently, DJ pulled his shorts and understand while standing in a corner.  She asked him to pull them up and to sit on the cushion because it was nap time.  As for the ex and DJ's conversation it was on the cell phone.

I did talk to therapist this morning before going to the daycare.  She advise me to talk to the director and see where this would go.  I did remind her about how I felt about DJ being with dad for the whole month of July, and now the month is over and look at what I am dealing with.

So I did go and talk to the director.  She was surprise and said that she would not think that Ms. Nicole would do that.  We talk and talk about everything, and I did request that either DJ was to be move or the Ms. Nicole needed to be move.  In the end, the director said she would move Ms. Nicole to other room. 

I have heard back from the director.  She said that Ms. Mary was in the room when this was happening and can confirm that DJ putted his shorts and underwear down, and that Ms. Nicole was asking him to put them up.  She said that it might be conflict of teacher and student, so she will be moving Ms. Nicole that this might help the situation. Plus they are going to move his nap cushion to front, so they could keep a closer eye and more attention to him.  For me, I get him to bed early, so he does not nap, but they are set with the rule that he has to lay in his cushion for 1 hour for nap.  But they are going to sit with him and pat his back to see if he will nap.  This is so much going back and forth.  With dad, he had a different schedule, I have a different schedule and now the daycare.  We need to come together.

And why did DJ pull his shorts and underwear down?  That is still my question.  I need to talk to the therapist....... and DJ too.

What away to start my birthday..........

        

OH.... the argument with the ex yesterday.

Ok, where to start, it start about talking what happen at daycare, but then I told him that I need to talk to him about what Sabrina had told me.  There was 2 things I wanted him to know about.  I told him that she said that he has not apologize to her about how she is feeling.  He told me why should he; he has not done anything wrong.  Sabrina needs to be more involved, and not keep herself locked up in her room.  I told him why do you think she is locking herself up in her room.  He did not understand.  So I then told him of the second thing.  I told him what she said about the priorities.  His responds was, "Yea, my priorities have changed."  Jerk......  that is when I lost it, I told him that the girls are talking to me about what is going on in that house, and they are not happy.  But I was not going to get involved that is something the girls and he are need to deal with, but I know.  But I asked him also when he was going to give me the money for the girls clothes.  He came back saying that he should not.  I don't contribute with child support for the girls.  I should be happy to help with this.  I told him; go ahead and take me to court to get child support for the girls.  With my part-time check I get.  The judge will laugh in your face.  Like I could help with child support.  This money I am using is money to help me with my college, I am having to juggle things, and now he is saying that he not going to pay me back.  I took pity when he asked me to help out.  He gave me a sad story and said that he did not know how he was going to pay me back, but he would.  And now he is not......   What I mess I got myself into.......  But I was worry about my girls getting school clothes.

What pisses me off, he is the one with the big paycheck, and I pity him and look at where it got me.

I am just a mixed of emotions.......  This is too much......

And It suppose to be a happy day for me........

Till next time......