Life has been rolling on.................

It has been a tough week for me.  Being without DJ in this apartment has been really hard.  I hate being alone.  Tuesday night was the first night I slept in this apartment, but I have been having a drink at night to sleep; it does that for me.  Also Justin's dilemma comes at a bad time, but I have been giving him his time.  He did call me yesterday, but he did not say much.  He is still dealing with it.  But I have been thinking about it.  If the problem was not that I was not able to have kids.  I believe his mother would have had some other problem as to dating me, but I can view it like that.  This is the problem that we are facing; can't change the facts.

To change the subject; David called me yesterday morning.  The daycare had called him to pick up DJ.  He was throwing and not listen to the teacher once again.  I did also talk to DJ Thursday night around 9 pm.  Apparently, He would not go to sleep till he talked to me.  When we talked; he was whinny.  He broke my heart because I could not give him a hug.  I miss him so much.
I do have plans this morning to visit with him.  My friend Thelma is picking him up and bring him here to visit with me from 9-2 pm.  I can't wait...........

Well, till next time.